Oh, I'm supah boring!

Boring weekend. Boring Sunday. I'm so dead. I stayed at home from day to night. I've been spending my boring time just to watching my dvd :D Boring but i have fun with it. Nyehehehe. So, I went to church this morning, as last night i have told you right? PS : If you read my previous post :p From Graha Methodist church hit to Tea Garden then Thamrin and finally home at 2. Well, I don't know what to post here, I have no idea, err, nothing that i can tell you. I just can tell you. I'm SUPERRR BORINGG! Geez! Moreover tomorrow will be a holiday but a terrible holiday. I mean that tomorrow holiday we use to study at home. Because Tuesday I have examination. Snapnapnap!! Oh, I forget, anyway, how's your weekend peopleeee? Haaa. I know, i will get no answer! :p I'm an crazyyy autism idiot one. Okay, i realize it. !@#$%^&*() Nothing to say, well, ttyl, loveee yaaa :D

Another busy tiring weeks!

Oh, how i miss typing here. I'm pretty tired and stress with these few days. And will be continue to the next 2 weeks. I'm having my semester exam and it makes me like in hell. Erghh. You know, I must wake up at 7 every morning to study and review. Sometimes, i just have to off my phone while I'm studying. Yeah, everyone know, red light on your Blackberry may make every users stop their activity and check their phone. Yes, same like me too. HAHA! Agree?

So, what's up guys? I hope you're have a nice and beautiful day not as bad as like I do :D As always, I keep grumbling every single post. Well, it just too interesting to grumbling here, this blog, i don't even know where am i going to grumbling besides here. Hehe, Talk whatever i want to. Anyway, have you guys start semester exam? I think most of you not yet start it, probably am I right? I think my school is the peculiar one you know, end of November exactly at 24 November we're about to start our exam. Geez! I don't hate exam actually, but i hate study! HAHA. I'm sick of study. I have undergo 4 subjects and I did it well. Wohoo! Unless religion. Ughhh! I don't know whether I fail in that subjects or pass it. I just want to go to church tomorrow. Teacher said that if we're going to church for 3 times or more, we won't get red mark on our report book. I mean, additional marks. Everybody want it right? Just going to church then you have your exam pass. Meanwhile, I really wanna know what's going on in the church. Honestly, I never been there before. Tomorrow is my first time. Hehe. About 7.30 the worship start. So, it's mean on Sunday i must wake up at 7 somehow. Ohh, how good is my life going. Grrrr. Allright, i must off my laptop then continue my DVD. I'm watching Summer Desire now. I'm so addicted with it. Okay, night people. Will update more good post if I'm free. Stay tune :B

Uni thoughts

morning people :D I just get up from my bed. Seriously, I'm still sleepy*yawning. But quickly i opened my lappie to post this blog for you. I have typed it on notepad yesterday night. But i forgot to post it :p

So, yesterday had a good MONDAY or not? Seriously, I hate Monday very very much.That's mean weekend had end and also go back to school life *sigh. Besides,I'm so sad because it's just not more than half years again I go to school and wearing that boring grey and white uniform, gathering with friends in the class, make a noisy messy class, ate while teacher doesn't see and so many more. I mean I'm going to graduate this year :( No more school life. Okay, i know i will missing all of it. Almost all of my friends who have graduated from school, they all are saying the same thing. They are missing their own school. And when they haven't graduated, they wanna quickly leave their school and continue university same as like I do. But that's just a moment thoughts. School is the best moment. I mean, you have no more time like you had when you're in school. After graduated from school, everybody know, we all will be disperse to continue our study to university , not all of us still stay in Medan right? At least there are some of us leaving Medan and go to anywhere to have our best university appropriate with our ability.

Well, that's mean you will saying goodbye to them. How pathetic :( Imagine
that, you are the one of them, you will leave Medan and continue to abroad and leaving your family, friends, and all that you love. :'( Understand what i mean right? And, we all surely will busy with our uni and of course works. It's mean you have no more relax time as much as you're a student. When you're a student, every Saturday night and Sunday
always spending time with your friends as a duty for you. But after you're not a student anymore, it will be so difficult to contact each other. Get it? And me, till now i haven't decide whether i go abroad or just staying Medan, and it's obviously a difficult choice for me. Erghh. Get stunned if people asked about uni.Well, i think enough for today. Thank you for reading my blog, Stay tune, smooch* xoxo

life goes on without him

PERPLEX, i'm still thinking of him every single day. I can't get him out of my mind. I know he isn't a good guy for me. Almost all of my friend told me the same thing. But how stubborn i am. I can't forget him instead i miss him so. I have been trying obviously. Although it's more than a year now. I don't know i can survive till when. I know definitely he doesn't open my blog and see what am i typing here. So i just can tell you my feelings though he doesn't know. Yes, i know. I know i'm stupid. But i can't lie to myself. To be honest, he is the sweetest part of my life. Okay, I'm not being a drama queen now, i just say what am i feeling to you guys. It's so anxiety you know :( Can you understand how my feeling is? Am i explain it to you guys clearly? I deserve better, do I?

So what's up guys? Fine? Haha. After read a lil bit post above, you will know whether I'm fine or not. School just as usual. But now we are busy with practicing dance to present our class official logo. GR will be this Saturday, and we must be hurry. Hope everything goes well. Tomorrow i will have computer lab and it means, i must wake up at six. Come to school with wet hair and sleepy face with messy looks. That's me every Thursday. Can imagine it? Geez. Allright, I must hit to bed now, will talk more tomorrow.

QUOTES #1

Let your tears rolling down in your cheek not in your heart. Tears on cheek still can be remove but tears in heart can't be remove and it will inundate and submerged forever.

xxx,
rara ♥

AM BACK! :D

Hello Hello Hello. Am back! Really i miss typing here. Sucha long time i didn't touch my Internet connection. I'm free right now. No exams and no homeworks. That's the hope of all the students, do you think so? I hope everyday can be like this :p Okay, actually i don't have something interesting to tell you guys. But, i miss blogging. So, i open my boring messy blog and start to this typing shit. Well, i don't know actually what do i type right now. Non sense. Geez!

Gonna tell you something. My life is like black and white now. Pain, hurt, sadness, anxiety, pathetic, broken, distracted, desperate. That's all describe me. I know almost every post I'm grumbling. But that's the truth i think *sigh. Err, understand what i mean right? I hope you do. To be honest, I'm in a bad condition now. Unless there is someone who can cheer me up. Okay okay enough, haha, will go offline soon, and will update my daily activities as usual :d TTYL guys.