life goes on without him

PERPLEX, i'm still thinking of him every single day. I can't get him out of my mind. I know he isn't a good guy for me. Almost all of my friend told me the same thing. But how stubborn i am. I can't forget him instead i miss him so. I have been trying obviously. Although it's more than a year now. I don't know i can survive till when. I know definitely he doesn't open my blog and see what am i typing here. So i just can tell you my feelings though he doesn't know. Yes, i know. I know i'm stupid. But i can't lie to myself. To be honest, he is the sweetest part of my life. Okay, I'm not being a drama queen now, i just say what am i feeling to you guys. It's so anxiety you know :( Can you understand how my feeling is? Am i explain it to you guys clearly? I deserve better, do I?

So what's up guys? Fine? Haha. After read a lil bit post above, you will know whether I'm fine or not. School just as usual. But now we are busy with practicing dance to present our class official logo. GR will be this Saturday, and we must be hurry. Hope everything goes well. Tomorrow i will have computer lab and it means, i must wake up at six. Come to school with wet hair and sleepy face with messy looks. That's me every Thursday. Can imagine it? Geez. Allright, I must hit to bed now, will talk more tomorrow.

QUOTES #1

Let your tears rolling down in your cheek not in your heart. Tears on cheek still can be remove but tears in heart can't be remove and it will inundate and submerged forever.

xxx,
rara ♥

AM BACK! :D

Hello Hello Hello. Am back! Really i miss typing here. Sucha long time i didn't touch my Internet connection. I'm free right now. No exams and no homeworks. That's the hope of all the students, do you think so? I hope everyday can be like this :p Okay, actually i don't have something interesting to tell you guys. But, i miss blogging. So, i open my boring messy blog and start to this typing shit. Well, i don't know actually what do i type right now. Non sense. Geez!

Gonna tell you something. My life is like black and white now. Pain, hurt, sadness, anxiety, pathetic, broken, distracted, desperate. That's all describe me. I know almost every post I'm grumbling. But that's the truth i think *sigh. Err, understand what i mean right? I hope you do. To be honest, I'm in a bad condition now. Unless there is someone who can cheer me up. Okay okay enough, haha, will go offline soon, and will update my daily activities as usual :d TTYL guys.

WILL BE BACK SOON

Hey people! Have been weeks i have no updating my blog. To be honest, I'm so lazeyyy you know. *sigh Lazy to online through computer nowadays. So sorry. I know i am the bored blogger. Keep saying sorry but no alteration at all. HAHA. Sorry once again :d Anyway, i will turn my blog into private for weeks besides I'm really not in mood to do this. I know you won't visit my blog again when you guys see i post this one. But it's okay. Haha. No offense. Allright, I'm going to offline now. Anyways, I'm officially seventeen since 18th October :d. Have a lot of fun when i had a lil party with my beloved friends. Okay then, just tell you a lil bit. Stay tune :d bye. I LOVE YOU GUYS :)

PS : thanks for visiting my blog. I'm so appreciate it c: and i will update soon if there's any interesting news.

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Anyway, I will change my blog's song. I know you all are extremely bored with this song right? Not only you, me too lol. Wait me till I'm free okay? Gonna hit to bed now, ciao, bye!

USELESS

So what's up guys? doing well? Actually, I'm so not in mood to type down here right now. I don't know why. I need refreshing probably. Definitely yes! I think i need a mood booster lol. My life has being so messy lately, this weeks went with lots of exams. But everything gone well. My life was different than before. Terrible life. Okay, stop to talk about it, i know you all are quite boring to see how i comment my life endlessly. Everything was bad for me :p

Anyways, I can't wait for tomorrow night! It will be girls night out. I'm terrific exhausted to go through this week. Stress with school stuff. And i need refreshing. Tomorrow i think it will be fun. I hope so. Allright, what a non sense topic that i type. Enough okay, type more tomorrow, see ya xoxo night b-)