Numb and Miserable.

 

since i forgot all the lyrics of playgroup's songs, i go and surfing all of it lol

Have no idea what to post down here. Anyway, Happy belated Independence Day, Indonesia! :)
So everything just going as well as it used to be. But I'm miserable and numb, really in a bad condition, not in my mood and i'm so sensitive these days. Sorry for being so cool and emotional, don't know what's wrong with me and the causes of all of this. Everything seems different, i don't care with what's around me and overly lazy to do anything these couple of days.

I got a very serious shock this morning, I drove myself to where I'm working, brake with sudden and the car behind me almost bump mine, really terrible morning to start.
Anyway, thanks for being a loyal readers, i know it's been 2 weeks something since my last post, and i know this post isn't what you expect, but i really have no idea, as i said above my horrific condition. FMLFML!!

Off from here and don't hesitate to ask me question on formspring ;)

xx,
stephanie aoerora

Skype : stephanie.aoerora

FIRST LOVE ♥

Everyone can see
There’s a change in me
They all say I’m not the same
Kid I use to be
Don’t go out and play
I just dream all day
They don’t know what’s wrong with me
And I’m too shy to say
It’s my first love
What I’m dreaming on
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don’t know what to do
My first love
He thinks that I’m too young
He doesn’t even know
Wish that I could show him what I’m feeling
’cause I’m feeling my first love
Mirror on the wall
Does he care at all
Will he ever notice me
Could he ever found
Tell me teddy bear
My love is so unfair
Will I ever found away
An answer to my pray
For my first love
What I’m dreaming on
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don’t know what to do

My first love
He thinks that I’m too young
He doesn’t even know
Wish that I could show him what I’m feeling
’cause I’m feeling my first love

MY FIRST LOVE ♥♥♥