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Hey, I'm still here lol. I just finished create a blog for my friend, Jessica Leman, as she want to blogging and she can say whatever she wanna say through this blog. Okay, visit her blog on http://jessicalemann.blogspot.com
THANKYOU :)
Anyway, i have just changed my blog's song, how was it? nicer? Err, tell me if the song didn't work. My Internet connection is damn lame so i can't know whether the songs work here or not, Leave your comment people, thankyou :)

Sad Love Life

I represent her creation to my blog. She has a very sad love story. She broke up at 4th December last year, and yesterday, she welcoming December with this. ENJOY :)

Dear ex,
How are you? Are you having a good life there? I hope so. I know exactly, you will never know how I missing you here. I know you will never thinking of me there because you have a new girlfriend who are waiting for you to get back here. Anyway, do you still remember the date of 4th December? Will you remember it? Or you are just wishing to not remember that date as you are forgot what has happened in that day? I still remembered the time when we used to celebrate the 4th of December last year. We're going to the cinema. You promised me that you will never leave me alone. You promised that nothing gonna change your love for me. And you promised me that there will not be another girl anymore who can change the place of myself in your heart except me. At that time, deeply in my heart, I had already gave you all my heart. I still remembered that I'm crying that time and you wiped my tears with your hand and you hug me warmly. Meanwhile, in the other meaning of my tears, i am really happy as you will never leave me. But how's now? I felt so afraid to memorized it all, its just like a nightmare for me when i saw you with your new girlfriend at school that time, you will never know how my heart felt so bad. But i still kept smiling. My heart was just like stop beating that time. You will never knew how hurt I am when i saw your facebook status is currently in a relationship with other girl. And it's really unbelievable. My tears rolled down suddenly. 4 days latter, it would be 4th December. And I don't want to have 4th December. It ruined my December. I just wanna skip to 5th December, possible? I just can't imagine how I'm undergo that it. I just hope I can forget you soon, that is my simple ordinary wish on this December. And this is the last time for me to say I love you. I miss you. Goodbye, I will always pray for your happiness. Just that I can do for you, a simple prayer, to show that i do really love you. Thankyou for make me know what' the meaning of true love. And thankyou for take good care of me for one year. God Bless You :) I hope you know I wrote this with tears rolling down :(

By : Jessica Leman


So how's her love life? Terrible? Yes, i hope she will forget him soon same as like I do. We're just too silly for waiting something impossible. I hope we will get the best :)

Find her by clicking his name above :D

WELCOME DECEMBER

GOODMORNING DECEMBERRRR. Oh, how i love this month. From the all, i just love this month, yes, cause that I'm waiting for Christmas. Goshgosh, please quickly 25 :D So, what's your plan for this month? Err, People say that new month new hope? Is it? Haha. I have my wishes too, people. So here they are :
1. Wanna have party, shopping, out, and relaxing after semester exam [killing me so much for 2 weeks]
2. I want a new blackberry and new laptop [I'm so sick with these old one, always HANG]
3. I can be more mature and not a childish anymore
4. DIET! [this is the very important one]
5. Laugh everyday
6. I pass my exam safely without want to follow remedial test
7. Undergo my life with fun and joy, and no more tears, and no pathetic life
8. Trying to wear high heels wherever i go LOL
9. Mother and Father always happy
10. Have a great and long holiday
11. Forget and Forgive
12. My hair grow longer pleaseeee
13. I'm taller please at least 15 cm lol
14. Gain height to 48kg [that's mean i must reduce 2kg]
15. Totally forget him
16. DSLR for my Christmas present [Santa, hear me!]
17. Have a good time always
18. Help VIVI to bake cake for his boy [I hope this will successfully done]
19. And the last, CHRISTMAS WITH LOVE [i want to spending that day with the one i love]
20. And last last last, HAPPY NEW YEAR lol [i always love this one much!]

Well, hahaha, 20 wishes! I know not all will be the true, but everyone have their own wishes, and so do I. I know some of them sound ridiculous, I type them with laughter also. HAHA! Allright, I have to offline now. What a day with no school and no tuition but have to study! Geez. Have a great month people, December, i love ya so much!

Oh, I'm supah boring!

Boring weekend. Boring Sunday. I'm so dead. I stayed at home from day to night. I've been spending my boring time just to watching my dvd :D Boring but i have fun with it. Nyehehehe. So, I went to church this morning, as last night i have told you right? PS : If you read my previous post :p From Graha Methodist church hit to Tea Garden then Thamrin and finally home at 2. Well, I don't know what to post here, I have no idea, err, nothing that i can tell you. I just can tell you. I'm SUPERRR BORINGG! Geez! Moreover tomorrow will be a holiday but a terrible holiday. I mean that tomorrow holiday we use to study at home. Because Tuesday I have examination. Snapnapnap!! Oh, I forget, anyway, how's your weekend peopleeee? Haaa. I know, i will get no answer! :p I'm an crazyyy autism idiot one. Okay, i realize it. !@#$%^&*() Nothing to say, well, ttyl, loveee yaaa :D

Another busy tiring weeks!

Oh, how i miss typing here. I'm pretty tired and stress with these few days. And will be continue to the next 2 weeks. I'm having my semester exam and it makes me like in hell. Erghh. You know, I must wake up at 7 every morning to study and review. Sometimes, i just have to off my phone while I'm studying. Yeah, everyone know, red light on your Blackberry may make every users stop their activity and check their phone. Yes, same like me too. HAHA! Agree?

So, what's up guys? I hope you're have a nice and beautiful day not as bad as like I do :D As always, I keep grumbling every single post. Well, it just too interesting to grumbling here, this blog, i don't even know where am i going to grumbling besides here. Hehe, Talk whatever i want to. Anyway, have you guys start semester exam? I think most of you not yet start it, probably am I right? I think my school is the peculiar one you know, end of November exactly at 24 November we're about to start our exam. Geez! I don't hate exam actually, but i hate study! HAHA. I'm sick of study. I have undergo 4 subjects and I did it well. Wohoo! Unless religion. Ughhh! I don't know whether I fail in that subjects or pass it. I just want to go to church tomorrow. Teacher said that if we're going to church for 3 times or more, we won't get red mark on our report book. I mean, additional marks. Everybody want it right? Just going to church then you have your exam pass. Meanwhile, I really wanna know what's going on in the church. Honestly, I never been there before. Tomorrow is my first time. Hehe. About 7.30 the worship start. So, it's mean on Sunday i must wake up at 7 somehow. Ohh, how good is my life going. Grrrr. Allright, i must off my laptop then continue my DVD. I'm watching Summer Desire now. I'm so addicted with it. Okay, night people. Will update more good post if I'm free. Stay tune :B

Uni thoughts

morning people :D I just get up from my bed. Seriously, I'm still sleepy*yawning. But quickly i opened my lappie to post this blog for you. I have typed it on notepad yesterday night. But i forgot to post it :p

So, yesterday had a good MONDAY or not? Seriously, I hate Monday very very much.That's mean weekend had end and also go back to school life *sigh. Besides,I'm so sad because it's just not more than half years again I go to school and wearing that boring grey and white uniform, gathering with friends in the class, make a noisy messy class, ate while teacher doesn't see and so many more. I mean I'm going to graduate this year :( No more school life. Okay, i know i will missing all of it. Almost all of my friends who have graduated from school, they all are saying the same thing. They are missing their own school. And when they haven't graduated, they wanna quickly leave their school and continue university same as like I do. But that's just a moment thoughts. School is the best moment. I mean, you have no more time like you had when you're in school. After graduated from school, everybody know, we all will be disperse to continue our study to university , not all of us still stay in Medan right? At least there are some of us leaving Medan and go to anywhere to have our best university appropriate with our ability.

Well, that's mean you will saying goodbye to them. How pathetic :( Imagine
that, you are the one of them, you will leave Medan and continue to abroad and leaving your family, friends, and all that you love. :'( Understand what i mean right? And, we all surely will busy with our uni and of course works. It's mean you have no more relax time as much as you're a student. When you're a student, every Saturday night and Sunday
always spending time with your friends as a duty for you. But after you're not a student anymore, it will be so difficult to contact each other. Get it? And me, till now i haven't decide whether i go abroad or just staying Medan, and it's obviously a difficult choice for me. Erghh. Get stunned if people asked about uni.Well, i think enough for today. Thank you for reading my blog, Stay tune, smooch* xoxo