Little thing.

If someone really wanted you, they would actually put some efforts into trying to get your attention, and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you they want you, they would show you in every little way possible that they want you.

xoxo,
stephanie aoerora

Flurried.

I guess it's still not too late to say Happy Chinese New Year! Wish you great and prosperous one!

Well, I'm back to update this boring page. *skip the part that I'm absent for weeks*
So, how's life treats you? How about the beginning of 2012? I hope all of you are having such a incredibly time. Talk about the beginning of 2012, without knowing how the time is going so fast, we are already in the second month of the year, which is February, a lovely month for people who celebrate it, but I'm not included. Looking forward to the valentine's day, the atmosphere of valentine's is starting to be seem. Some restaurants offer for a huge dinner, and the flower stores will have so many order for this month as well as the chocolates :b crap crap crap, enough of the valentine thingy.

Exactly, there is so much that I'm trying to say but i just can't make it, i mean not every single thing of myself can be shared public. The point is, I'm not who i am these couple weeks. I have try to forget everything and live like common, but it's came all of sudden, ruined and messed up my mind. Well, that's all. Perhaps you are perplexed and you really don't know what is my point of talking non sense like this way. To be true, even myself can't understand my mind, my thoughts. Not going to mention more about it. This is just a random paragraph lol

Signing out from here, see you very soon dudes.

Love,
stephanie aoerora

Cheerless to Sobbed.

Sometimes we just have to smile, not because we're  happy,

but because we need to find an escape from the pain we're in.

Those memories

wasn't worth to be remembered,

indeed.

Bittersweet.

It has been a while since my last post. I was finding for my free time for blogging and like finally i could update this page :b
So, working life and hectic uni life has started. Back to the daily routine how i used to be. Well, so far so good, i found out 2 out of 5 of my Semester 1 result. I got B on English subject and C for Computer. Well, not bad as long as retake or supplementary is no need, I feel so good lol

I hope you don't mind for this random post :|
So, I feel that life was not going on the right side, i mean, everything was not suppose to be happened. Karma obviously exists and it is really haunting me down. I don't know whether am i exaggerate it or not, but i feel like everything is just not right. Not going to mention more about it. The main point is, I feel like I'm having the worst part of my life, but probably this is just feeling. Sooner or later, it will fade away. And i believe everything happens for a reason and everything will be fine in the end. I may not see the reason now, but in time i will. Good things are just around the corner! Am i cheering up myself? Lol, Okay, enough said.

A lot of photos are waiting to be upload here and I'm not going to upload now, hehe, this is the fact that procrastinated has been the part of each human beings, well, it's common :p

Gotta hit to bed, i need to sleep more and rest well, i am so tired and sleepy and exhausted and many more </3
Good night good people!

I miss how you act so sweet to me. I miss your smile and the way you call me.

I miss youu, terribly.

Love,
stephanie aoerora

Life Speaks.

Happy New Year!! I hope you don't mind for my retardment.
Sometimes you wanna type a lot in the blog, you click for a new post and started to type and then erase it all again and exit from blog page. Fyi, I had this kind of condition invariably. Just so you know, I had a lot of things to talk, but mind won't start.

Speaking of life, my 2011 had been went very well. Stunned, speechless, heartbreak, tears, happiness, freak, pain. I learned a lot of things. Thanks to them who make me laugh, cry and pissed me off. They made me more mature and I could be more tough and stronger :b
A lot of memories to cherish and also heaps of pathetic memories. Some memories won't and never be forgotten and some of them should be. But memories are still memories, they will fade out as the time goes by. People change but memories won't change.

So, 2012 resolutions:
- Lost weights, rest well, sleep earlier and take a good care of myself.
- Smile and laugh as always instead of getting mad for no reason.
- Expect less and give a lot.
- Do not look for the past, looks forward.
- Try to saving money and spend less money for useless thingy.
- Being more mature and happy all the time.
- Have a quality time and productive day.
- Do not hurt feelings of anyone and treat people well.

Those are the random resolutions that are currently running on my mind, still thinking for a changes of myself. Alright, have a prosperous year ahead, getting better in everything, be blessed and make it happen, cheers!

 Perfect life is no need, but let's just make a cheerful time as there is no tomorrow,

live the life to the fullest, and spread more love to everyone.

Love,

stephanie aoerora

Someday.

One day remaining to 2012. Imagine how could time flies so fast. I used to think that one year will be long but look, it has come to the end of the year and I have to start making a new year resolution again. Gahhh! So, what's your resolution?

Did shopping and facial with a friend of mine, Jessica just now. I bought a lot of new stuffs and definitely, I'm happy to the core. New stuffs always cheers me up no matter what, but it could be awesome if I have unlimited credit. I need more cash TT
So, another plans are waiting with my girls. Assume that 2011 will end happily, won't it? Happy single life <3

... because I want you to fight for me

xx,

stephanie aoerora