Perplexed.

I am such a troublemaker, I ruined eveything up.

I don't understand why and how.

I need to have myself a break.

Birdie

hello, fellas. I'm back. So, I was like disappear for 2 months, i supposed? Well, i used to update this site for 6 posts a month probably but life was keep going, and yes i am not free as i used to be. I was really weally busy with my college stuffs and working life, busy busy bee. I got a hard time to sit in front of lappie and type something, even for a while. But still, I was available on instagram and twitter instead of blog :D

So, catch me up there,
Instagram : stephanieaoerora
Twitter : @stephaniaoerora

See ya, lovelies :3

xx,
stephanie aoerora

Braids Amour!

Been in love with any kinds of braids hair style, i really wish if i have that ability to apply that braids on my hair, but it is effing complex. I have tried to apply waterfall braids on my sister's hair and i made it, but it's a little chaos. So, let me show you these braids thingy that i mean.

Source: Tumblr

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Adios!

Love,
stephanie aoerora

Behind The Scene

Supposed, it has been a month since my last update if I'm not mistaken. I am sorry for my absence. Guess people who used to read my page won't stay, so i owe you an apologize. So, all of sudden, i got my desire to open back this page and start to type again. Before this, what i have in my own thoughts is I am not going to make this page alive like what i did before because I feel really bad and i seriously don't know what to type. But, who know if this desire to blog came out suddenly :p

How's life? I was great as always :p you know, we should have the confidence to say that we are fine even if a lot of problems is running through the word 'fine', hope that you catch what i mean. hehe :b

Well, final examination week has just over and I'm done with those books, but i still have that doubt in me that probably i have one subject to retake, which is my last paper -,-
A lot of to do list for next week and it will be another productive week, kinda excited for being productive, and well the point is i am extremely happy for the final breaks \m/

Talk to you as soon as possible. Inspiring photos coming soon as i found out a lot.
Have a lovely weekend, loves!

hugs and kiss,
stephanie aoerora

boomshakalaka

Hello, I'm back!!!
How was life treated you? I'd love to say i am totally in a good mood, so i am here for blogging.
Well, if you read my previous posts, it's all about myself gambling about those lil messed feelings, and the pathetic things or something like that, haha, but i am not depressed as i did last moments. And i mean, i am waiting for the good time to type and make this blog alive, yes alive i mean i still update it even it has been too long.

I spent my days with how i used to, i slept late at night and up early in the morning as usual, taught playgroup students in the morning, had afternoon class and sometimes till the last session at night, browsing and chatting, and these couple of days, running man, and it is totally crazy and sometimes, i guffawed a lot. Haha. Just finished the 84, should be finish 85 and 86 by this night as tomorrow will be public holiday. Wohooo!! Yes, it is just a dayyyy, but its okay if i can have more sleep boomshakalaka \m/

Good night, good people..

Love,
stephanie aoerora

Not to Wink.

No doubt, he is totally hot, isn't he? *.*

Again, as well..

Student of mine, i adore her too much, she is the way effing cute, isn't she? *lovestruck*

Don't feel like typing or complaining everything here, even just a little bit. This time, I am not busy, i hate the fact that the huge feeling distract me and affected to me that much. Even myself couldn't control it and let it make messed everything up, idk how can it happened. But seriously, I am in tangled mind, literally.

Conscious about myself speaking too much about feelings these days, hope you don't mind.

Anyway, I have a new account in cyber world, which is Instagram. Visit my Instagram and Facebook for more photos, the reason is, less photos are uploaded here, take too much time to do it.

Instagram : @stephanieaoerora

Facebook : Here

Thank you.

much love,

stephanie aoerora

Randomness.

 "If you love 2 people at the same time, choose the second one

 because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second one."

Forever, won't it?

We met for no reason, bumped into each other, we hung out for couple of times, chat days and nights, had such a good time and sweet talking. We got together for months, but because of so much refusal towards him, everthing was changed. I am curious is this the end of the story? Wondering if happily ever after really exist in real life or it does exist only in the fairytale. I'm not expect to have the happily ever after, expecting is fine, but too much will be worse. I hate having false hopes if in the end the truth will leave me speechless. I don't know how it started getting to me, but i tried so hard to convince myself this is the best way for us. But i just can't get enough to my mind if we will end by being strangers. I just want we lasts by being friend. Guess what, i'm officially missing you!
The End.

Well loves, you guys might think how pathetic my love life is. Haha. No exaggerated on this post. I am not being a drama queen or anything else. I just talk what is really on my mind and i do pour it out here, moreover, that is one of the reasons i created this page.

Gambling a lot tonight, please don't mind for my quarrelsome :p
Time almost ticks to 12, so good night.

Love,
stephanie aoerora

kiss and hug,
stephanie aoerora

Amour.

So, for me, valentine is not only exist for those couples, i mean come on single ladies/men, we can deal with valentine, show your love and spread more love to everyone around. "Forever alone" do not really exist, fate will get their way. Haha.

Well, i hope you don't mind for this non sense talking. This is just a quick post that i quickly type and post. Gotta off and straight to bed now.

Cheers for together alone. LOL!
and, Happy Valentine, lovebirds <3 Have a very good day.

kiss and hug,
stephanie aoerora

Blessings.

Pictures above are the quality time i spent with my family and friends lately. I love the gathering. It was always fun to the core, indeed!

Talk more on the next post, hopefully i will :p

Have a adorable weekend and lovely Sunday!

Good night big big world, xx

Much love,

stephanie aoerora

Little thing.

If someone really wanted you, they would actually put some efforts into trying to get your attention, and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you they want you, they would show you in every little way possible that they want you.

xoxo,
stephanie aoerora

Flurried.

I guess it's still not too late to say Happy Chinese New Year! Wish you great and prosperous one!

Well, I'm back to update this boring page. *skip the part that I'm absent for weeks*
So, how's life treats you? How about the beginning of 2012? I hope all of you are having such a incredibly time. Talk about the beginning of 2012, without knowing how the time is going so fast, we are already in the second month of the year, which is February, a lovely month for people who celebrate it, but I'm not included. Looking forward to the valentine's day, the atmosphere of valentine's is starting to be seem. Some restaurants offer for a huge dinner, and the flower stores will have so many order for this month as well as the chocolates :b crap crap crap, enough of the valentine thingy.

Exactly, there is so much that I'm trying to say but i just can't make it, i mean not every single thing of myself can be shared public. The point is, I'm not who i am these couple weeks. I have try to forget everything and live like common, but it's came all of sudden, ruined and messed up my mind. Well, that's all. Perhaps you are perplexed and you really don't know what is my point of talking non sense like this way. To be true, even myself can't understand my mind, my thoughts. Not going to mention more about it. This is just a random paragraph lol

Signing out from here, see you very soon dudes.

Love,
stephanie aoerora

Cheerless to Sobbed.

Sometimes we just have to smile, not because we're  happy,

but because we need to find an escape from the pain we're in.

Those memories

wasn't worth to be remembered,

indeed.

Bittersweet.

It has been a while since my last post. I was finding for my free time for blogging and like finally i could update this page :b
So, working life and hectic uni life has started. Back to the daily routine how i used to be. Well, so far so good, i found out 2 out of 5 of my Semester 1 result. I got B on English subject and C for Computer. Well, not bad as long as retake or supplementary is no need, I feel so good lol

I hope you don't mind for this random post :|
So, I feel that life was not going on the right side, i mean, everything was not suppose to be happened. Karma obviously exists and it is really haunting me down. I don't know whether am i exaggerate it or not, but i feel like everything is just not right. Not going to mention more about it. The main point is, I feel like I'm having the worst part of my life, but probably this is just feeling. Sooner or later, it will fade away. And i believe everything happens for a reason and everything will be fine in the end. I may not see the reason now, but in time i will. Good things are just around the corner! Am i cheering up myself? Lol, Okay, enough said.

A lot of photos are waiting to be upload here and I'm not going to upload now, hehe, this is the fact that procrastinated has been the part of each human beings, well, it's common :p

Gotta hit to bed, i need to sleep more and rest well, i am so tired and sleepy and exhausted and many more </3
Good night good people!

I miss how you act so sweet to me. I miss your smile and the way you call me.

I miss youu, terribly.

Love,
stephanie aoerora

Life Speaks.

Happy New Year!! I hope you don't mind for my retardment.
Sometimes you wanna type a lot in the blog, you click for a new post and started to type and then erase it all again and exit from blog page. Fyi, I had this kind of condition invariably. Just so you know, I had a lot of things to talk, but mind won't start.

Speaking of life, my 2011 had been went very well. Stunned, speechless, heartbreak, tears, happiness, freak, pain. I learned a lot of things. Thanks to them who make me laugh, cry and pissed me off. They made me more mature and I could be more tough and stronger :b
A lot of memories to cherish and also heaps of pathetic memories. Some memories won't and never be forgotten and some of them should be. But memories are still memories, they will fade out as the time goes by. People change but memories won't change.

So, 2012 resolutions:
- Lost weights, rest well, sleep earlier and take a good care of myself.
- Smile and laugh as always instead of getting mad for no reason.
- Expect less and give a lot.
- Do not look for the past, looks forward.
- Try to saving money and spend less money for useless thingy.
- Being more mature and happy all the time.
- Have a quality time and productive day.
- Do not hurt feelings of anyone and treat people well.

Those are the random resolutions that are currently running on my mind, still thinking for a changes of myself. Alright, have a prosperous year ahead, getting better in everything, be blessed and make it happen, cheers!

 Perfect life is no need, but let's just make a cheerful time as there is no tomorrow,

live the life to the fullest, and spread more love to everyone.

Love,

stephanie aoerora