Dear someone who ever be my soulmate,
When you came into my life, i told myself that you would be my last and never hurt me,
Now you were not my friend neither my boy. And i were deeply hurt. But i had to be strong with my heart keep yelling. I'm extremely happy when I'm with you until that day has come for us to say goodbye :( i knew it, but i refuse to believe. If only i knew you aren't good for me, i would refuse you to come into my life. I know you were happy now whether you are not with me. But here I am! Hurt, pain, sickness, hurt! How can i fix that all by myself? How can i start over? I won't be seeing you for the rest of my life! It's almost a year now, this has been the longest time and the most painful time i ever had. Every single night, reminds me when we are having a silly conversation on the phone, we are argueing, promise "something", told silly jokes and etc. I remembered that all! I promise from now on, slowly i must forget you ad i will be myself once again, i will keep my promise that will move you out from the part of me. It's time to set myself free. It's time for me to open my new life now. This is the hardest thing i will do. I do need care. I do need someone. I do need someone who can care for me and always by my side when i need someone to talk to. I need! I need the faithful guy. I must open my new life now for the right guy!
LOVE,
RARA ♥
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