LAST LOVE LETTER ♥

Dear someone who ever be my soulmate,

When you came into my life, i told myself that you would be my last and never hurt me,
Now you were not my friend neither my boy. And i were deeply hurt. But i had to be strong with my heart keep yelling. I'm extremely happy when I'm with you until that day has come for us to say goodbye :( i knew it, but i refuse to believe. If only i knew you aren't good for me, i would refuse you to come into my life. I know you were happy now whether you are not with me. But here I am! Hurt, pain, sickness, hurt! How can i fix that all by myself? How can i start over? I won't be seeing you for the rest of my life! It's almost a year now, this has been the longest time and the most painful time i ever had. Every single night, reminds me when we are having a silly conversation on the phone, we are argueing, promise "something", told silly jokes and etc. I remembered that all! I promise from now on, slowly i must forget you ad i will be myself once again, i will keep my promise that will move you out from the part of me. It's time to set myself free. It's time for me to open my new life now. This is the hardest thing i will do. I do need care. I do need someone. I do need someone who can care for me and always by my side when i need someone to talk to. I need! I need the faithful guy. I must open my new life now for the right guy!

LOVE,
RARA ♥

I DO LOVE PINK

Heyy, i have just changed my layout and my blog song. So, how's it look like? I think that's just a simple layout, but whatever. I have sit and face this for at least 2 hours for searching the right layout for my blog. So here it is. Nothing special. But i love this. I don't know how come i can love soft pink colour. For the time being, i do hate PINK. But now, it's my favorite colour. OHNO! But it's okay, not bad. Okay, i must off. I have neglect my bbm chat and messages. Okay then, byeeand have nice day, as I post with mandarin text before. It means : MORNING! HAVE A NICE DAY : )

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早晨！有一个愉快的一天：）

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Finished my photos upload. It just a lil bit. Because i have did bad! Huff! Bad photos i think. I don't know how to resize it. I put the link on. There are 2 link to blog. One is the big one. And one again is the small one. See, how small is it. Too bad -,- Anw, I upload it through photobucket. Quite fast but the result isn't good. I mean i'm the one who is so stupid about that and i do not blame the photobucket arr. Haha. Anyone can teach me? Sorry if i have been sucha lame blogger. Huhh! Nothing good or bad things happen today. But i did my exam well just now. Yipiie! Okay, off now. If something bad or good things happen, i will definitely tell you guys. I promise! :p Nitee sweetheart :)

PS: MR.RIGHT WHERE ARE YOU? X(

PHOTOS 22.08.10

AND THIS IS DONUT WITH HIS NEW SHIRT :)

JESSICA aka AHIOK






THIS IS VIVI AND RARA



JESSICA RARA QUEENA

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Err, morning fellas. Morning darlas. Morning babes. :D Finally, It's Saturday. *hulahuladance* lol. I love Saturday because today is weekend. Today will be so great if no school. Haha. I expect to skip my school today because geography teacher doesn't come and history teacher as same as infal teacher. But, well, my mom surely doesn't give me to skip it. But i haven't ask for her. 2 of my friends ask me whether i want go to school or not. I still don't know. Wanna have permission from mom first. Or i will use someways. Pretend that I'm sick! Hoho. Err, it's nice too spending our time at school with buddies with silly jokes, act foolish, crazy and insane time. Okay okay, so i take my own decision. GO TO SCHOOL! -,- A little bit lazy goes on me. Hope today will be nice. Nothing to type again. Off now. Seeyaa :) Great day ! X )