Formspring new acount

Oh ya anyway, i just create a new formspring account. I forgot the password at my old one account . So here's my new formspring account.

Feel free to ask me anything at
http://formspring.com/stephaniaoerora

lame lame lame

My Internet was super duper lame. I can't even find the good quality photos of them! Due to the Internet connection. Uhhh! Sorry, I might cancel for searching their photos because i must quickly have my shower and dressed up to have dinner with family. Well, I will update tomorrow *if just i don't go anywhere, okay? hehehe

So, if tomorrow no updating, see you bloggers in 2011. Have a great one! <3 <3 <3

BOREDOM

I'm boring. Really, I'm bored. Extremely bored. Superb bored. I'm very very bored. Oh well, I'm boring! -__-
Today, I'm not going anywhere. Staying at home with lots of DVD which I haven't watch it all. I want to watch but imma lazy. Huff! Talking about Korean's singer lately with friends. Yesterday I went to Jessica's and she open her video of them which has a funny part, laughing out loud all the day. Having fun at MM yet didn't take any photos.

So, new year eve will be tomorrow. Geez! I don't have any plan at all. Uhh! Maybe just spending the night by dinner with family and countdown with a lots of people, and fireworks come out. Oh, how i wish if i can spending the night with HIM! Okay, don't talk about that. Imma super excited, wohooo! New year is approaching in days. Lalalaa, CHEERS! So, what do you guys plan about new year eve? Tell me.

PS : I'm browsing the Korean's singer which was good and lemme tell you them later. lovelovelove. stay tuned :)

Going GREAT!

Ahh, here I am again! Hello everybody everyone readers visitors people guys ladies blah blah blah, err well enough! HAHA. How's your day? Expect that you all are having a great day! As mine was going great! Haaa :D Well, I know I have type this so late perhaps that you guys are sleeping already. By the way, I was enjoying my holiday too much. Nothing which is a good thing happened when this holiday. But holiday is so much better than school, am I right? Well, my whole body aches :( Wanna hit to bed now and sleep soundly. So, I'm gonna off now, will keep update when I have a good news to tell you okay? Have been a week I don't meet up with my friends. Christmas dinner was canceled, Donat has went to Batam this morning, and tomorrow maybe will go to Jessica's, I miss them pretty much. Goodnight then xx

Anyway, I went out with sister and her friends lately, her friends did treat me well! And today i have watched Tron Legacy with them. It's not so bad though I just understand a little bit of some part. But the good one is, the effect was so awesome, really, indeed.

Christmas Eve ♥

Oh well, have been a weeks or more I abandoned my blog, yes, i know. So, here I am again with me. Hello everyone! Having a great holiday, huh? I wish you do! Err, I myself having a very great holiday this week ♥ Wohoo! Going out with friends, baking cakes, laugh out loud, lots of love, and absolutely fun! Nyehehe. Well, today was 24th of December and that's mean tonight will be Christmas Eve. Haaa! Tomorrow will be Christmas Day and that is the very very lovely day which I like the most. I don't know for sure what's cause that. But really I'm very excited, don't you? :D I wish I have a very great Christmas this year.

Dear Mr. Santa,
    Santa, you know right, I have being a very very great and nice girl this year lol. So, I hope you already prepare my presents for tomorrow morning ;p Well, later I will text you where is my home. HAHAHA! I wish you were real. Truthfully, I really do.

Regards,
A very good girl,
xx ♥

Frankly, Imma crazy right? Purposely crazy. Alright, it's just such a joke besides I have nothing to do now. My msn is unavailable. Geez! Really pissed of it! So, i just keep browsing, facebook and finally blog, i know it's late.

Anyway, today I went out for a movie, Gulliver Travel. Quite nice. I guffawed while watching and everybody in the cinema do, i mean not only me. Indeed, it's damn funny. I recommend you to watch this if you wanna laugh like crazy.

Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone! Wish you have a great one, and have a great holiday! Excited? Of course yes! xoxo ♥

RANDOM POST

So, I have been browsing for 3 hours for a fashion website and I find out this cool fashion look. Well, here are the photos. I know, have been a long time I don't put any photos. So here it is. ENJOY! :)

How do they look? Awesome? :D

P.S. : I wish I have all of them in my wardrobe, Santa, hear me X)

GIRLS DAY OUT #7

Here I am again fellas! How is your day? Great? Mine was so great. HAHA. Going out with Jessica, Vivi, Queena, Christine, Nova, Famelia, Ratna who was extremely crazyyy. Laugh everytime. Hehe. So, we're going from 11 am from Tine's home to saloon then hit to Thamrin and bought dresses and pants. Went home at 7pm, and now I'm chatting while typing this. Pretty much tired now, I wanna off to bed and sleep. Ahh, so what to talk here? I have o topic guys. Well, tomorrow I have permitted by mom to skip school. Haa, what a lovely weekend. LOL! Allright, off now. Nothing to talk. Erghhh, yes i know. I am the lame blogger. So, thankyou for reading my blog yaa. I'm appreciate it so much. Night!

FREEDOM INDEED!

HELLO! Omg. I'm extremely happy. Lalalaaa. Exam has done! And that's mean that I get my freedom back. Yeah! I've been waiting for this moment. HAHA! Getting stress since 2 weeks ago and now, I will go somewhere where i can gain a lot of fun! That is a MUST for me. LOL. So, i have my exam papers with me now. The score is quite good. LOL. As what have I studied, the score is quite good i think, hahaha, I don't join any remedial test. ESEH! :P i'm study hard you know :D 80 and 90 above for all subjects except Mathematics. That one haven't been checked by teacher because just now just have it. Well. today i get my freedom back but today's exam wasn't going well. Too terrible TT I couldn't do math well, although I have 2 days full of tuition, from 10 am to 6pm. Terribly sick :( Maybe i will join remedial test for this subject, indeed, Math. Erghhh --'
Okay, don't talk much about that again. It will ruin my mood. So back to, How are you people? Doing well this day? I suppose you did. Yeah. When have you face your exam or perhaps you are having it? For those who are having exam, goodluck okay? Lalalalaa. Well, tomorrow I have local holiday and I will going out with my girls. I miss this moment because since exam, we all are separate in different class, and our communication and gossips are decreased. Will spend whole Friday with them. GIRLS DAY OUT B-) It will be fun for sure! Definitely yes. So, i gonna off now and continue my nail polish :D I have paint it red, for those who don't like red, it will be so ridiculous, but i like it a lot. Red nail ♥  HAHA. Off now. Goodnight people. Ciao!

Random

Hey, I'm still here lol. I just finished create a blog for my friend, Jessica Leman, as she want to blogging and she can say whatever she wanna say through this blog. Okay, visit her blog on http://jessicalemann.blogspot.com
THANKYOU :)
Anyway, i have just changed my blog's song, how was it? nicer? Err, tell me if the song didn't work. My Internet connection is damn lame so i can't know whether the songs work here or not, Leave your comment people, thankyou :)

Sad Love Life

I represent her creation to my blog. She has a very sad love story. She broke up at 4th December last year, and yesterday, she welcoming December with this. ENJOY :)

Dear ex,
How are you? Are you having a good life there? I hope so. I know exactly, you will never know how I missing you here. I know you will never thinking of me there because you have a new girlfriend who are waiting for you to get back here. Anyway, do you still remember the date of 4th December? Will you remember it? Or you are just wishing to not remember that date as you are forgot what has happened in that day? I still remembered the time when we used to celebrate the 4th of December last year. We're going to the cinema. You promised me that you will never leave me alone. You promised that nothing gonna change your love for me. And you promised me that there will not be another girl anymore who can change the place of myself in your heart except me. At that time, deeply in my heart, I had already gave you all my heart. I still remembered that I'm crying that time and you wiped my tears with your hand and you hug me warmly. Meanwhile, in the other meaning of my tears, i am really happy as you will never leave me. But how's now? I felt so afraid to memorized it all, its just like a nightmare for me when i saw you with your new girlfriend at school that time, you will never know how my heart felt so bad. But i still kept smiling. My heart was just like stop beating that time. You will never knew how hurt I am when i saw your facebook status is currently in a relationship with other girl. And it's really unbelievable. My tears rolled down suddenly. 4 days latter, it would be 4th December. And I don't want to have 4th December. It ruined my December. I just wanna skip to 5th December, possible? I just can't imagine how I'm undergo that it. I just hope I can forget you soon, that is my simple ordinary wish on this December. And this is the last time for me to say I love you. I miss you. Goodbye, I will always pray for your happiness. Just that I can do for you, a simple prayer, to show that i do really love you. Thankyou for make me know what' the meaning of true love. And thankyou for take good care of me for one year. God Bless You :) I hope you know I wrote this with tears rolling down :(

By : Jessica Leman


So how's her love life? Terrible? Yes, i hope she will forget him soon same as like I do. We're just too silly for waiting something impossible. I hope we will get the best :)

Find her by clicking his name above :D

WELCOME DECEMBER

GOODMORNING DECEMBERRRR. Oh, how i love this month. From the all, i just love this month, yes, cause that I'm waiting for Christmas. Goshgosh, please quickly 25 :D So, what's your plan for this month? Err, People say that new month new hope? Is it? Haha. I have my wishes too, people. So here they are :
1. Wanna have party, shopping, out, and relaxing after semester exam [killing me so much for 2 weeks]
2. I want a new blackberry and new laptop [I'm so sick with these old one, always HANG]
3. I can be more mature and not a childish anymore
4. DIET! [this is the very important one]
5. Laugh everyday
6. I pass my exam safely without want to follow remedial test
7. Undergo my life with fun and joy, and no more tears, and no pathetic life
8. Trying to wear high heels wherever i go LOL
9. Mother and Father always happy
10. Have a great and long holiday
11. Forget and Forgive
12. My hair grow longer pleaseeee
13. I'm taller please at least 15 cm lol
14. Gain height to 48kg [that's mean i must reduce 2kg]
15. Totally forget him
16. DSLR for my Christmas present [Santa, hear me!]
17. Have a good time always
18. Help VIVI to bake cake for his boy [I hope this will successfully done]
19. And the last, CHRISTMAS WITH LOVE [i want to spending that day with the one i love]
20. And last last last, HAPPY NEW YEAR lol [i always love this one much!]

Well, hahaha, 20 wishes! I know not all will be the true, but everyone have their own wishes, and so do I. I know some of them sound ridiculous, I type them with laughter also. HAHA! Allright, I have to offline now. What a day with no school and no tuition but have to study! Geez. Have a great month people, December, i love ya so much!

Oh, I'm supah boring!

Boring weekend. Boring Sunday. I'm so dead. I stayed at home from day to night. I've been spending my boring time just to watching my dvd :D Boring but i have fun with it. Nyehehehe. So, I went to church this morning, as last night i have told you right? PS : If you read my previous post :p From Graha Methodist church hit to Tea Garden then Thamrin and finally home at 2. Well, I don't know what to post here, I have no idea, err, nothing that i can tell you. I just can tell you. I'm SUPERRR BORINGG! Geez! Moreover tomorrow will be a holiday but a terrible holiday. I mean that tomorrow holiday we use to study at home. Because Tuesday I have examination. Snapnapnap!! Oh, I forget, anyway, how's your weekend peopleeee? Haaa. I know, i will get no answer! :p I'm an crazyyy autism idiot one. Okay, i realize it. !@#$%^&*() Nothing to say, well, ttyl, loveee yaaa :D

Another busy tiring weeks!

Oh, how i miss typing here. I'm pretty tired and stress with these few days. And will be continue to the next 2 weeks. I'm having my semester exam and it makes me like in hell. Erghh. You know, I must wake up at 7 every morning to study and review. Sometimes, i just have to off my phone while I'm studying. Yeah, everyone know, red light on your Blackberry may make every users stop their activity and check their phone. Yes, same like me too. HAHA! Agree?

So, what's up guys? I hope you're have a nice and beautiful day not as bad as like I do :D As always, I keep grumbling every single post. Well, it just too interesting to grumbling here, this blog, i don't even know where am i going to grumbling besides here. Hehe, Talk whatever i want to. Anyway, have you guys start semester exam? I think most of you not yet start it, probably am I right? I think my school is the peculiar one you know, end of November exactly at 24 November we're about to start our exam. Geez! I don't hate exam actually, but i hate study! HAHA. I'm sick of study. I have undergo 4 subjects and I did it well. Wohoo! Unless religion. Ughhh! I don't know whether I fail in that subjects or pass it. I just want to go to church tomorrow. Teacher said that if we're going to church for 3 times or more, we won't get red mark on our report book. I mean, additional marks. Everybody want it right? Just going to church then you have your exam pass. Meanwhile, I really wanna know what's going on in the church. Honestly, I never been there before. Tomorrow is my first time. Hehe. About 7.30 the worship start. So, it's mean on Sunday i must wake up at 7 somehow. Ohh, how good is my life going. Grrrr. Allright, i must off my laptop then continue my DVD. I'm watching Summer Desire now. I'm so addicted with it. Okay, night people. Will update more good post if I'm free. Stay tune :B

Uni thoughts

morning people :D I just get up from my bed. Seriously, I'm still sleepy*yawning. But quickly i opened my lappie to post this blog for you. I have typed it on notepad yesterday night. But i forgot to post it :p

So, yesterday had a good MONDAY or not? Seriously, I hate Monday very very much.That's mean weekend had end and also go back to school life *sigh. Besides,I'm so sad because it's just not more than half years again I go to school and wearing that boring grey and white uniform, gathering with friends in the class, make a noisy messy class, ate while teacher doesn't see and so many more. I mean I'm going to graduate this year :( No more school life. Okay, i know i will missing all of it. Almost all of my friends who have graduated from school, they all are saying the same thing. They are missing their own school. And when they haven't graduated, they wanna quickly leave their school and continue university same as like I do. But that's just a moment thoughts. School is the best moment. I mean, you have no more time like you had when you're in school. After graduated from school, everybody know, we all will be disperse to continue our study to university , not all of us still stay in Medan right? At least there are some of us leaving Medan and go to anywhere to have our best university appropriate with our ability.

Well, that's mean you will saying goodbye to them. How pathetic :( Imagine
that, you are the one of them, you will leave Medan and continue to abroad and leaving your family, friends, and all that you love. :'( Understand what i mean right? And, we all surely will busy with our uni and of course works. It's mean you have no more relax time as much as you're a student. When you're a student, every Saturday night and Sunday
always spending time with your friends as a duty for you. But after you're not a student anymore, it will be so difficult to contact each other. Get it? And me, till now i haven't decide whether i go abroad or just staying Medan, and it's obviously a difficult choice for me. Erghh. Get stunned if people asked about uni.Well, i think enough for today. Thank you for reading my blog, Stay tune, smooch* xoxo

life goes on without him

PERPLEX, i'm still thinking of him every single day. I can't get him out of my mind. I know he isn't a good guy for me. Almost all of my friend told me the same thing. But how stubborn i am. I can't forget him instead i miss him so. I have been trying obviously. Although it's more than a year now. I don't know i can survive till when. I know definitely he doesn't open my blog and see what am i typing here. So i just can tell you my feelings though he doesn't know. Yes, i know. I know i'm stupid. But i can't lie to myself. To be honest, he is the sweetest part of my life. Okay, I'm not being a drama queen now, i just say what am i feeling to you guys. It's so anxiety you know :( Can you understand how my feeling is? Am i explain it to you guys clearly? I deserve better, do I?

So what's up guys? Fine? Haha. After read a lil bit post above, you will know whether I'm fine or not. School just as usual. But now we are busy with practicing dance to present our class official logo. GR will be this Saturday, and we must be hurry. Hope everything goes well. Tomorrow i will have computer lab and it means, i must wake up at six. Come to school with wet hair and sleepy face with messy looks. That's me every Thursday. Can imagine it? Geez. Allright, I must hit to bed now, will talk more tomorrow.

QUOTES #1

Let your tears rolling down in your cheek not in your heart. Tears on cheek still can be remove but tears in heart can't be remove and it will inundate and submerged forever.

xxx,
rara ♥

AM BACK! :D

Hello Hello Hello. Am back! Really i miss typing here. Sucha long time i didn't touch my Internet connection. I'm free right now. No exams and no homeworks. That's the hope of all the students, do you think so? I hope everyday can be like this :p Okay, actually i don't have something interesting to tell you guys. But, i miss blogging. So, i open my boring messy blog and start to this typing shit. Well, i don't know actually what do i type right now. Non sense. Geez!

Gonna tell you something. My life is like black and white now. Pain, hurt, sadness, anxiety, pathetic, broken, distracted, desperate. That's all describe me. I know almost every post I'm grumbling. But that's the truth i think *sigh. Err, understand what i mean right? I hope you do. To be honest, I'm in a bad condition now. Unless there is someone who can cheer me up. Okay okay enough, haha, will go offline soon, and will update my daily activities as usual :d TTYL guys.

WILL BE BACK SOON

Hey people! Have been weeks i have no updating my blog. To be honest, I'm so lazeyyy you know. *sigh Lazy to online through computer nowadays. So sorry. I know i am the bored blogger. Keep saying sorry but no alteration at all. HAHA. Sorry once again :d Anyway, i will turn my blog into private for weeks besides I'm really not in mood to do this. I know you won't visit my blog again when you guys see i post this one. But it's okay. Haha. No offense. Allright, I'm going to offline now. Anyways, I'm officially seventeen since 18th October :d. Have a lot of fun when i had a lil party with my beloved friends. Okay then, just tell you a lil bit. Stay tune :d bye. I LOVE YOU GUYS :)

PS : thanks for visiting my blog. I'm so appreciate it c: and i will update soon if there's any interesting news.

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Anyway, I will change my blog's song. I know you all are extremely bored with this song right? Not only you, me too lol. Wait me till I'm free okay? Gonna hit to bed now, ciao, bye!

USELESS

So what's up guys? doing well? Actually, I'm so not in mood to type down here right now. I don't know why. I need refreshing probably. Definitely yes! I think i need a mood booster lol. My life has being so messy lately, this weeks went with lots of exams. But everything gone well. My life was different than before. Terrible life. Okay, stop to talk about it, i know you all are quite boring to see how i comment my life endlessly. Everything was bad for me :p

Anyways, I can't wait for tomorrow night! It will be girls night out. I'm terrific exhausted to go through this week. Stress with school stuff. And i need refreshing. Tomorrow i think it will be fun. I hope so. Allright, what a non sense topic that i type. Enough okay, type more tomorrow, see ya xoxo night b-)

Midnight Post

hey people! how's your day huh? I'm quite bad. Grrr. As usual, monthly test is starting. *sighh. Actually i wanna share bad things to you but suddenly Jessica called me and had a non sense conference with Antonius after that joined in other calls while I'm not speaking because I'm in mute! Hope you guys got my point, what i mean was i had been hidden to hear what are they talking about. LOL. That's not my appeal. Jessica asked me to join. Haha. Both of them are so funny. Ended with hidden call, continue gossipping with Jessica and we share what are both of us feeling right now, yeah it's about him again! Another flashbacks night and superb great long conversation. And, i forgot to shut my laptop off while I'm talking on the phone, so i decided to type a lil on blog. It's rather than I'm not typing here. Well, i must sleep now. 12.57 pm. GOODNIGHT LOVE :)

I'm back! LALALA

Have been weeks already I don't touch my Internet connection for online, browsing, chatting and certainly blogging! Sorry if I don't update my blog for weeks and sorry too i have made my blog turn into private blog which just me can open it and read what silly me talk about here :p I have been busy of my stuffs, my school, examination, and of course of my BBM. Quite busy of chatting these days. Day and night keep on chatting without want to know anything again. Sigh* Nowadays, many of my contacts chat me because wanna asked for picture or maybe price of something, i haven't tell you all yeah, I have helped VIVI to selling her stuffs, and maybe what I mean is I am a reseller.  Sell something like hello kitty stuffs, watches with many colours, Ripcurl watch, wallets, and many more. So contact me if you want okay?

Okay enough for that, I'm so sick of myself! Huff! Anyway, how do you do guys, I hope you all are fine yeah :) My life have being deteriorate i think. I don't know how to tell you, but I realize that I have changed a lot :( I'm easy to get mad, so sensitive, hard to be patient. I don't know. Grrrr. You know what I mean right? I hope you do. But i have to changed myself back to normal and i must try it. Xixi. About 3 weeks again, I'm officially a seventeen years old girl. You know, seventeen is the time for being mature right? Hehe. So, i have made decision to me, I wanna hunting for more dresses, heels, bracelets, bags, and so many more. I want to be mature, and don't be like 'siaupo' again! That's my friend call me when I am insane. I have to changed right? I hope I can do it. Hehe. And about 2 weeks again is a bad day for me. If my relationship haven't over, i think 2 weeks again is my special day. But now for me, it's the bad day! Ughhh! Wish I ca skip to November. Without go through October :( but i know that's impossible! Haha, Okay i think enough for today. I wish I can more often to update my blog with more interesting topic. I know today is a boring topic but whatever. Forgive me okay? Well, seeyou people! Love yaa <3

BOREDOM

HEYYY! I'm back :) :)
So sorry i have no updates these days. My Internet connection was error. Can't connect. Oh! What a bad connection. Now, I'm online through my cousins Internet. Xixi. I just about to spend my time for blog right? Xixi.

Okay, nothing to type now. Aiyooo, i didn't have any gossip to tell to you guys. Forgive me okay? :p Later if there is something happen, i will tell you guys. Thanks for being a loyal readers :) Photos will upload later when my Internet well already. I ask for my father to fix it this morning. But he was busy. Holiday is sucks when no Internet connection,. Well, my holiday was sucks too. Nothing to do. Just go to mall. As you know, Medan is a lil town. The mall is less than 20 i think. Huff. I have no plan at all. What a boring holiday! Ughh!

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONAT !
Wish you all the best and may your dreams come true :)

Allright, offline first. Talk later. Stay tune. Have a great holiday! :)

SUNDAY WITH LOVE

HAVE A NICE SUNDAY DARLA (:

GREAT NIGHT GREAT DAY

GODMORNING readers :) Sorry few days no update. It's an abandoned blog for me. OHNO! Well, I'm busy with my school. Crap! Okay, today i will share about my great night with my besties.

Yesterday was Saturday, and the night my friends and I went for dinner for celebrating DONAT birthday :P We used to had dinner at Swiss Cafe. First, Vivi and Ahiok came to my house the we go together. Arrived there, we met Queena then we had our silly messy photoshoot. We waited for Donat at least 1 hour i think. They all are hungry already. But i haven't feel hungry yet although i haven't took my dinner and i just had my lunch with a slice of sandwich. Then we hit to A&W during waited for our SIR DONAT. Oh, he late already. But it's not totally his fault err. Then, he bbm me to ask us to go there first and order for table. Let's say 5 minutes later he arrived with his black and white Hush Puppies tee-shirts :p We had our dinner with ridiculous photograph and jokes with messy table and full with plates. See, how greedy we are! Xixi. After that, photoshoots and shoots again. Anywhere and Everywhere. LOL! narcism attack at us. Then I arrived home at half past 12. Luckily, mommy daddy didn't scold me. Nyehehe. Err, maybe photos can explain to you all MORE :) Will upload soon. Idk when surely. Photos all are in Donat DSLR and my phone do. But I'm lazy to take my cable data and connect to laptop though. I have been a lazy blogger right? Okay i must offline now. Seeyou later fellas.

Love,
RARA

NO MOOD

My Internet was so damn lame. Haven't upload all yet. Will post it tomorrow okay? Seeyou. Sorry lazy to upload it now. Someone ruin my mood. Tears fall down again for tonight. Crap! Well, night!

WHAT A STRANGE PEOPLE!

hellow peeps :D I'm back for sharing my days with you :) I'm sorry no post at least for 3 days or more. I have tons of homeworks and examination!

I had my computer exam today. And i didn't do it well. Shitty! Sit on table number 32 and the damn GOOD news is the cpu in that computer didn't work and that confiscate my time. And well, i can see what's my friend typing and i try to memories it. But guess what? It's didn't work. Ohgeezz! Being so stress then my friends and I hit to Thamrin and Pasarame for refreshing. Wkakak. Get into Thamrin Plaza but the security said that they haven't open all their stores. So we decided to go Pasarame and see after we entered, that place was so smelly. Yucks! Seriously so so smelly. Then we quickly went inside and the smell was abate. So we went to second floor and we took a look for dresses and shoes. And finally i bought one. Xixi. After that, went Thamrin because it was opened already. And just get into there, there was a group of madams asked us. Are you all escaped from school? We quickly leaved them. Not because it "YES" but we just felt so shamed why they can asked with that silly question? Ohplease, we enter evening class. So are we wrong if at the morning we went to mall? Not all of the students enter morning class. Grrrr! And you know, when we are walking, all the people at that mall looking at us with sarcastic face. Are they never had moments like us? --' And as we know they might be said that we are escaping from school -.- okay not talking about that again. And then we go school and having bored lesson. Okay photos will upload today as i promised LOL. Stay tune :)

LAME

Aiyorr, I'm sorry my blog has being sucha lame and so so lousy :(
I'm so busy these days. Will update more tomorrow or the next day okayy?
Sorry buddies. Tomorrow will tell you guys more about my days.
Okay gotta off now. *ciaooo

31.08.10

Happy Birthday MY SUPERB LOVELY GOOD DADDY :)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :*

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Okay and tomorrow was SUNDAY! Asdfghjkl. The bad day in a week! I HATE MONDAY!!!Back to school, got tons of homeworks, and definitely exam. GREAT!

TIRING SUNDAY

HelloHello! I just back from my Sunday activities. Huff! Pretty exhausted! But i still spend my time for blogging :p Okay, I'll tell you about my Sunday :)

Woke up at 8 then go to Babura ate breakfast. Then, hit to market, after that went home. At 2, i go to had my haircut at Peter Lee. Met Vivi there, and we had our non sense conversation there. She cut her hair also. She's more beauty i think after had her haircut. But mine, OHNOO! Extremely terrible!!! :( :( I love my long hair. But now, my hair was short. Mommy said that my hair was still long but for me it's to short. And my bangs, too bad. Aihhh. Hoping my hair can long quickly. Snaps* Tomorrow i will show you before and after i cut. Lols. Okay back to topic, then went home, take a shower, dressed up, hit sun. I had met no one. Today was quite still or maybe i came too late. Arrived there, searching for daddy's shirt. Hard to get a right size for him, Because he want a close fitting shirt. What a good sense daddy :p Buy for him a shirt, and a belt because this Thursday was his birthday :) And now just arrived home. Quite tiring today. But it's okay. That's call refreshing LOL. Okay must sleep now. Tomorrow wanna go school at 11 for practise drama. Alright, see you tomorrow. GOODNIGHT :)

LALALA*

Hello hello hello. I do quick post fr today. Nothing to say to you guys. Okay, as i say yeterday that i want to upload photos will be canceled for today :d so sorry. I just online now because my internet modem was took by my sister. Huhh! Then, tomorrow i will be update it all here. But i don't promise yaa. You know lah tomorrow is weekend. Yippiee! Anyway, please kindly do visit my friend blog. She is new CLICK HERE Thankyou people :)

Okay, see you tomorrow yaa. Be blessed!

PS : I MISS HIM! HIM refers to who? :(

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Hey readers, I don't know how to greet yo again. I always say Heyy, Hello, How's your day, Hayy and blablabla. Ughh! I'm sick of that words. Don't know how to greet you guys again arr. Okay let's start out topic. This morning i woke up at 6. I had my computer lab at morning. Aihh! But after finished lab, my friend and me went to KFC and had a lot of fun there. Took some photos. Will upload it tomorrow. Haha. I'm quite lazy now for uploading it. Xixi. Then today our school had OSIS conclave. It's won by ANDREW and ALVIN. Is that their name? Haha. Congrats for them!

Aiyorr, no more things to say. Haihh! Anyway, i have changed my blog song and i put the lyrics under this with colourful colours. LOL. Is it too excessive or over LEBAY or that's painful for your eyes? :p I'm sorry for that, i just have nothing to do now. My friend and I are being liked with this song nowadays. Although this song was been too old already but we love it ♥ Nicer or worse?

FIRST LOVE ♥

Everyone can see
There’s a change in me
They all say I’m not the same
Kid I use to be
Don’t go out and play
I just dream all day
They don’t know what’s wrong with me
And I’m too shy to say
It’s my first love
What I’m dreaming on
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don’t know what to do
My first love
He thinks that I’m too young
He doesn’t even know
Wish that I could show him what I’m feeling
’cause I’m feeling my first love
Mirror on the wall
Does he care at all
Will he ever notice me
Could he ever found
Tell me teddy bear
My love is so unfair
Will I ever found away
An answer to my pray
For my first love
What I’m dreaming on
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don’t know what to do

My first love
He thinks that I’m too young
He doesn’t even know
Wish that I could show him what I’m feeling
’cause I’m feeling my first love

MY FIRST LOVE ♥♥♥

Stop being SILLY!

How's your day guys? Mine was quite fine :)
So have you ready my letter? I wrote it for HIM
But i have promise it right? I will forget him.
No more tears waste again because of him.
I know i will do it :)
Well readers, i know my blog lately was so lame.
I'm sorry yaa. Nothing good thing i can tell you.
Err anyway i need your suggestion for the good college at Singapore.
Tell me please where is it. I need your help. Thanks : )
Off to bed then and chatting time now.
xoxo goodnight ♥

LAST LOVE LETTER ♥

Dear someone who ever be my soulmate,

When you came into my life, i told myself that you would be my last and never hurt me,
Now you were not my friend neither my boy. And i were deeply hurt. But i had to be strong with my heart keep yelling. I'm extremely happy when I'm with you until that day has come for us to say goodbye :( i knew it, but i refuse to believe. If only i knew you aren't good for me, i would refuse you to come into my life. I know you were happy now whether you are not with me. But here I am! Hurt, pain, sickness, hurt! How can i fix that all by myself? How can i start over? I won't be seeing you for the rest of my life! It's almost a year now, this has been the longest time and the most painful time i ever had. Every single night, reminds me when we are having a silly conversation on the phone, we are argueing, promise "something", told silly jokes and etc. I remembered that all! I promise from now on, slowly i must forget you ad i will be myself once again, i will keep my promise that will move you out from the part of me. It's time to set myself free. It's time for me to open my new life now. This is the hardest thing i will do. I do need care. I do need someone. I do need someone who can care for me and always by my side when i need someone to talk to. I need! I need the faithful guy. I must open my new life now for the right guy!

LOVE,
RARA ♥

I DO LOVE PINK

Heyy, i have just changed my layout and my blog song. So, how's it look like? I think that's just a simple layout, but whatever. I have sit and face this for at least 2 hours for searching the right layout for my blog. So here it is. Nothing special. But i love this. I don't know how come i can love soft pink colour. For the time being, i do hate PINK. But now, it's my favorite colour. OHNO! But it's okay, not bad. Okay, i must off. I have neglect my bbm chat and messages. Okay then, byeeand have nice day, as I post with mandarin text before. It means : MORNING! HAVE A NICE DAY : )

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早晨！有一个愉快的一天：）

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Finished my photos upload. It just a lil bit. Because i have did bad! Huff! Bad photos i think. I don't know how to resize it. I put the link on. There are 2 link to blog. One is the big one. And one again is the small one. See, how small is it. Too bad -,- Anw, I upload it through photobucket. Quite fast but the result isn't good. I mean i'm the one who is so stupid about that and i do not blame the photobucket arr. Haha. Anyone can teach me? Sorry if i have been sucha lame blogger. Huhh! Nothing good or bad things happen today. But i did my exam well just now. Yipiie! Okay, off now. If something bad or good things happen, i will definitely tell you guys. I promise! :p Nitee sweetheart :)

PS: MR.RIGHT WHERE ARE YOU? X(

PHOTOS 22.08.10

AND THIS IS DONUT WITH HIS NEW SHIRT :)

JESSICA aka AHIOK






THIS IS VIVI AND RARA



JESSICA RARA QUEENA

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Err, morning fellas. Morning darlas. Morning babes. :D Finally, It's Saturday. *hulahuladance* lol. I love Saturday because today is weekend. Today will be so great if no school. Haha. I expect to skip my school today because geography teacher doesn't come and history teacher as same as infal teacher. But, well, my mom surely doesn't give me to skip it. But i haven't ask for her. 2 of my friends ask me whether i want go to school or not. I still don't know. Wanna have permission from mom first. Or i will use someways. Pretend that I'm sick! Hoho. Err, it's nice too spending our time at school with buddies with silly jokes, act foolish, crazy and insane time. Okay okay, so i take my own decision. GO TO SCHOOL! -,- A little bit lazy goes on me. Hope today will be nice. Nothing to type again. Off now. Seeyaa :) Great day ! X )

beautiful day!

I'm in a bad condition right now. I'm sneezing : ( I hate this condition, make me feel sleepy and hard to breath. Grrrr. Anyway, i am about to share my day with you guys : )

I spent my day with lots of laughter! It's a good good day :) Spending today with silly jokes. I had my computer lab today. After finished, bought junk foods. Then, went to YUKI because it's the nearer one from our school and can reached there by walking. Arrived and bought some snacks for the quite to eat at class during the lesson :p We are good students rite? Haha! Lesson by lesson we pass it with boredom. And in the lesson 3, we had our English exam, reading and listening. I did the exam just need 15 minutes. I mean, i only ca half of it :p Then keep taking in the class while it's exam ad waiting for the rest of the answer for sure! Haha. Some of my classmates are did it seriously, but some aren't. Some of them, are waiting for the answer too. Haha. See, how's good the students are. Then, my friend and I started to open snacks that we bought and ate during exam. What a nice day with nice exam :p After that, the last lesson, we had our exam too. Sociology exam. I did well here. Yipiie! But not mean that i did it by myself, I'm honestly tell you guys arr :p Then today, my mom gave me back a number that i lost it. Lalala. I'm so happy because of it. But still no have any contacts in my phone. Sorry if i don't know you. Xixi.
Okay okay enough, here are a photo of my friend and I.

ME, VIVI, JESSICA

Well, I gotta off now. Goodnight, sweetdream ♥
Anyway, i ate much today! saussage, meatballs, noodles, ice cream, chitatto, satay. Wondering when i can more thinner? :(

I AM FOOL, REALLY FOOL!

Heyheyhey, I'm back now. Just had my late dinner and have my shower. So, what's today topic? Err, let's talk about HIM.

Honestly, i miss him badly : ( I'm so regret about what i haven't do for him when we are in relationship Sometimes, when the chance comes, we waste and let the chance go without realizing. I can't be a good girlfriend for him. I'm too childish for him. I'm not his type. I know that. But i can't believe if i can't never forget him till now. I don't know till when it will go on. He has his own life now, and i do. I think i am the most silly stupid fool girl. He hurt me with his "words", hurt me with his "attitude". But i still keep thinking of him. But somehow, i can't lie my heart. I still thinking of what had he did for me. I mean the good one. I always want to make me ilfeel with some of his attitude. And guess what? It can't works. I just about to think his good one. I know he will never read this and he will never ever realize that i still remember him.

BAD TEACHER EVER!

MORNING SWEETHEART :) Today i woke up early. 8 o'clock i already open my eyes and go to my computer. Online and online. Haha. Today i skip my tuition *again. I'm so lazy to have there and today i have exam. God, bless me please. Bless my 4 examination left. My math i think i will get a red mark. The teacher is too bad. On the exercise book, he gave us questions are quite easy but on the exam, Ohcrap! Such a good teacher rite? Very good teacher till i can get red mark and rack our brain! Hate him! He ever teach me when i was in 10 grade senior school. My report book always have 1 red mark. That's math! Now, 12 grade, I met him again! Asdfghjkl. I'm still hoping my math doesn't get red mark :)

Well, i must have a shower now, have my breakfast then start to open my book. *sigh. Have a nice day people. Miss ya ♥

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Back to typing again. How's your day? Mine was quite nice. Out all day and just came back now. What a tiring day! Xixi. Nothing to type today. And no photos for today, forgot to bring camera along with me and my phone was lowbattery *sigh as always. Enough for today typing, I'm quite tired and wanna sleep now. Tomorrow i will have sociology exam. Wish me luck due to myself which haven't touch it yet . Tomorrow i will take a look then. Okay, goodnight, nice sleep and have a sweet dream xoxo

Happy Independence :)

Hello hello hello universe. How's your morning? Some of you still sleeping rite? Or just woke up? Isn't it? I was woke up since last 5 hours. Woke up at 6.45 and in a hurry to go school for having ceremony. Sleepy, tired, hot, boring. That's all in my mind when I'm having it. Go back home but i don't back to sleep. Open my mom's laptop and online MSN, facebook and others. But now, I'm currently in my room now. Downloading MSN while online, my MSN application was hang i think. Huhh! It takes a long time you know. Just 22% now. -.- My mom, asked me to accompany her to Thamrin today. at 12 pm. Aiyoo, how can this application download can finish in a quarter and half hour? It's impossible. Noone at home, i open my laptop during i go out? It can suddenly go on standby mode and i still don't know my mom go for a while or till the sky was darker. Thinking thinking*

anyway, HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY :) FREEDOM*

Again and again :(

Uploading photos. my Internet was so damn slow -.- I don't know what must i do now. My MSN temporarily unavailable. I just just tweeting all the way. See, how bored i am! Anyway, i"m listening to "kiss the rain" song many times. It's my blogs song. And also that's make me remember to him. Missing you badly. Don't you know it? It's almost a year and i still can't forget you. I know you doesn't read this, but let me describe my feeling. : ( When can i open this heart to another guy? I do need cares, need love, and need someone to fix my broken heart, please : (

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Hello, how's your day? Mine just so so. Nothing special. But something bad happened. I don't know my math will get red mark or not though. I can't did it well. I did it all mistakenly. TT This year my math teacher was not as same as my last year teacher. This year's the question of the exam was quite hard. That's for me, for the others I don't know. But my friends even can't do it well too. HUUU. Too bad : (

I type this while uploading the photos. Haha. I think i will have more time for online and watching. No BBM that's make me have more time to. Really miss my phone. Okay okay enough! Tomorrow will be 17Th August and it's our national day. Yes, certainly you all are having holiday right? And so do I. I'm really happy. But tomorrow holiday must be bad. I will have ceremony at school at half past seven! Huaaa. First, my friends and I wanna skip that ceremony. But, at the last lesson, our "lovely beautiful kindhearted" principal said should come because it's influence our affective mark. So, I'm in a pinch. Huhhh!expect that tomorrow will raining heavily. Oh please. It's a good day if it raining. Lalalaa.

WISH ME LUCK!

Heyy, i'm post for the third times today, hahaa. Nothing to do. Just blogging to accompany me now. I just back from sunplaza with mom. So damn tired. Walked all day. Xixi. Usually, at this time, i'm charging my phone while i'm online, but now, jus online : ( still remembered about this morning incident. Maybe i got traumatic. TT But it's happened already, can't get back again. oh, i'm so missing it.

Okay, no talked about that again, let's talk, err, what i'm going to type? Oh yes, tomorrow, i will have my mathematics and geography exam, Ohsnap! haven't take a look. tomorrow maybe i must set my alarm clock on 6 am to study. Yes, i must! hope i can get up early. Wish me luck for tomorrow test and expecting tomorrow i can memorize it all, if no, maybe i will make "something with handwritting the smallest one" you know what's that mean rite? :p

Okay enough for typing, will off to bed soon. Photos will upload tomorrow. No more time for upload it now. Xixi. Well, goodnight, sweet dream : ) hope tomorrow will be better than today. seeyaa :*

FEEL BETTER :)

heyy, i just back from thamrin with my mom and aunty. They cheer me up : ) They made me laugh and amused me. I LOVE THEM DAMN MUCH. xixi. They asked me not to think about what had happened this morning. It's just my bad luck. I feel better now. I don't know my mom will buy a new one for me a not. It's just not important again for me. But feel that something weird if no BB on my hand. Haihh! Tomorrow i will have exam, how can i study if no notebook with me? Someone please help me, hikss. Math dumb fool!

Just now i met some of my friend, and met my old friend, she still remembered me, i was so suprised suddenly she called me. and then, i met my old boyfriend, err, that's not mean my ex. I was shocked because he suddenly in front of me, so i gave my sarcastic smile and go away while he called me, i'm arrogant just now. haha. he do like that way, i oso can!

Okay, i must in hurry now, wanna get shower, change clothes and go sunplaza again, having fun today. seeyou later guys ♥

i'm on disaster :(

hello world, how's your morning? mine is so so damn freaking bad! i don't know what's wrong with me today. today, i lost my bag and my blackberry phone with math books and all the exercise book. really I'm unlucky today :(

This morning, i woke up and got shower at half past nine. quite early for me to did that all. it's because i wanna go for tuition because tomorrow i got the test. okay, then i asked my servant to brought me there because my mom and daddy haven't wake up yet. i just said to mom, i went tuition today. and she said "why today you must go there? this is Sunday. i asked you to go tuition you don't want but Sunday you wanna go there" then I replied "tomorrow i will have exam mom" then my mom go back to sleep. okay, on my way there, suddenly two people with motorist took my bag because i go there by motorcycle. my servant can't chase them because they passed quickly. I'm shocked. first, i think never mind it's all just my school books, then i remembered about my phone. OHNO! really down :( went home quickly, and I'm crying while i told my mom. but mom said it's okay, the important one just you are okay, don't be sad anymore, maybe this your bad luck. TT i don't know how can be like this. ohh please, i want my phone back, i want my bbm contacts, phone contacts, sms, and my password keeper. OHNO! i will forget my all password. huaaaa : ( i want my phone back i want my phone back. hikshiks. 25 days my bbm will active but I'm not with it. too bad : (

okay, enough for typing, will type later if i have good mood, really not in mood now, besides that, tomorrow i will have 2 exam. i'm not in mood to study that. hikss.

quick post

hello guys! nothing to type now i think. don't know what to type ler, i promise tomorrow will have something nice to post. xixi. okay, type tomorrow ya because i must be hurry. my mom and dad are waiting for me now. will go have dinner. seeyou dude. have a nice weekend : )

today quotes :
"NOONE WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M FEELING NOW BUT I LOVE THE ONE WHO TRY"

HAND!

morningg! i felt so bored now, so i decided to type something here. xixi. err, today i will have history exam arr, wish me luck yarr :D err, i'm sitting and face to monitor, typing, chatting. 1 hours to go to school. *sigh! hate school o saturday. how i wish if i can skip my school like i skip my tuition this morning. haha. my mom said to me : "you are so lazy to have tuition harr, luckily you are not lazy to go school". OHMOM, it' the same, i'm lazy to go school today, hope today will be a good day and a good weekend. anyway, it's 11 already, i must get my shower now. see you later yaa. HAVE A NICE DAY!

maybe it's rite that 13 was the worst day

harlow worldie, how's today? fine? i hope you're fine :) today I'm not feeling good, i got headache now because of that stupid rain. raining heavily just now when i went home. then, the way to go home was took by a long time. stuck in the road. and after went home, i started with my daily activities :D BBM ♥ but my mood was ruined by XL. pending always everyday every night. ohoh! xl, please be good. well, such a bad day rite? but i had my exam done well! yipiee! okay, tomorrow history. wish me luck yaa :p err, nothing to type again. type tomorrow yaa. will have rest now and sleep earlier. my head was so dizzy. asdfghjkl! goodnight baby :)

love,
RARA ♥

MISSING MISSING

okay. I'm back for typing. actually, today i dunno what's to type. just share about my day at school :)

this morning, i woke up at 5.30 am. felt so damn sleepy but i must woke up because of computer lab. *sigh. i woke up by my alarm. quickly jump to shower, blow my hair, and tie it half :) BAD HAIR DAY for today. my hair look like a monster. huhh! after finished lab, my friend, Vivi and I took some photo and taken by Queena. xixi. what a day :)

PAPARONS for lunch. made some silly jokes. till my skirt affected by chili sauce and forks felt down on floor so many times. can imagine rite how messy we are. HAHA. and today, English teacher asked us to made a diary which contain lesson that we got from that experience. i wrote about HIM. yes HIM! maybe you still dunno who's him, but not important for me again to said his name. i said because of him, i can knew how's to love somebody, and i'm more mature :( tears fell down when my desk mate VIVI asked me about him. i reviewed my love story with her and suddenly, my tears roll down on my cheeks dunno why :( Dear heart, please forget him :( okay enough for the sad sad ones. someday, i will tell you about him more :) remember this :

IF SOMEONE HURT YOU, BELIEVE THERE'S ANOTHER ONE WHO BETTER THAN THAT PERSON :)

anyway, these are the photos. thanks fr reading. xoxo ♥

and this salad, QUEENA VIVI and I took it all. look, how greedy we are. HAHA