LAME

Aiyorr, I'm sorry my blog has being sucha lame and so so lousy :(
I'm so busy these days. Will update more tomorrow or the next day okayy?
Sorry buddies. Tomorrow will tell you guys more about my days.
Okay gotta off now. *ciaooo

31.08.10

Happy Birthday MY SUPERB LOVELY GOOD DADDY :)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :*

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Okay and tomorrow was SUNDAY! Asdfghjkl. The bad day in a week! I HATE MONDAY!!!Back to school, got tons of homeworks, and definitely exam. GREAT!

TIRING SUNDAY

HelloHello! I just back from my Sunday activities. Huff! Pretty exhausted! But i still spend my time for blogging :p Okay, I'll tell you about my Sunday :)

Woke up at 8 then go to Babura ate breakfast. Then, hit to market, after that went home. At 2, i go to had my haircut at Peter Lee. Met Vivi there, and we had our non sense conversation there. She cut her hair also. She's more beauty i think after had her haircut. But mine, OHNOO! Extremely terrible!!! :( :( I love my long hair. But now, my hair was short. Mommy said that my hair was still long but for me it's to short. And my bangs, too bad. Aihhh. Hoping my hair can long quickly. Snaps* Tomorrow i will show you before and after i cut. Lols. Okay back to topic, then went home, take a shower, dressed up, hit sun. I had met no one. Today was quite still or maybe i came too late. Arrived there, searching for daddy's shirt. Hard to get a right size for him, Because he want a close fitting shirt. What a good sense daddy :p Buy for him a shirt, and a belt because this Thursday was his birthday :) And now just arrived home. Quite tiring today. But it's okay. That's call refreshing LOL. Okay must sleep now. Tomorrow wanna go school at 11 for practise drama. Alright, see you tomorrow. GOODNIGHT :)

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Hello hello hello. I do quick post fr today. Nothing to say to you guys. Okay, as i say yeterday that i want to upload photos will be canceled for today :d so sorry. I just online now because my internet modem was took by my sister. Huhh! Then, tomorrow i will be update it all here. But i don't promise yaa. You know lah tomorrow is weekend. Yippiee! Anyway, please kindly do visit my friend blog. She is new CLICK HERE Thankyou people :)

Okay, see you tomorrow yaa. Be blessed!

PS : I MISS HIM! HIM refers to who? :(

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Hey readers, I don't know how to greet yo again. I always say Heyy, Hello, How's your day, Hayy and blablabla. Ughh! I'm sick of that words. Don't know how to greet you guys again arr. Okay let's start out topic. This morning i woke up at 6. I had my computer lab at morning. Aihh! But after finished lab, my friend and me went to KFC and had a lot of fun there. Took some photos. Will upload it tomorrow. Haha. I'm quite lazy now for uploading it. Xixi. Then today our school had OSIS conclave. It's won by ANDREW and ALVIN. Is that their name? Haha. Congrats for them!

Aiyorr, no more things to say. Haihh! Anyway, i have changed my blog song and i put the lyrics under this with colourful colours. LOL. Is it too excessive or over LEBAY or that's painful for your eyes? :p I'm sorry for that, i just have nothing to do now. My friend and I are being liked with this song nowadays. Although this song was been too old already but we love it ♥ Nicer or worse?

FIRST LOVE ♥

Everyone can see
There’s a change in me
They all say I’m not the same
Kid I use to be
Don’t go out and play
I just dream all day
They don’t know what’s wrong with me
And I’m too shy to say
It’s my first love
What I’m dreaming on
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don’t know what to do
My first love
He thinks that I’m too young
He doesn’t even know
Wish that I could show him what I’m feeling
’cause I’m feeling my first love
Mirror on the wall
Does he care at all
Will he ever notice me
Could he ever found
Tell me teddy bear
My love is so unfair
Will I ever found away
An answer to my pray
For my first love
What I’m dreaming on
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don’t know what to do

My first love
He thinks that I’m too young
He doesn’t even know
Wish that I could show him what I’m feeling
’cause I’m feeling my first love

MY FIRST LOVE ♥♥♥

Stop being SILLY!

How's your day guys? Mine was quite fine :)
So have you ready my letter? I wrote it for HIM
But i have promise it right? I will forget him.
No more tears waste again because of him.
I know i will do it :)
Well readers, i know my blog lately was so lame.
I'm sorry yaa. Nothing good thing i can tell you.
Err anyway i need your suggestion for the good college at Singapore.
Tell me please where is it. I need your help. Thanks : )
Off to bed then and chatting time now.
xoxo goodnight ♥

LAST LOVE LETTER ♥

Dear someone who ever be my soulmate,

When you came into my life, i told myself that you would be my last and never hurt me,
Now you were not my friend neither my boy. And i were deeply hurt. But i had to be strong with my heart keep yelling. I'm extremely happy when I'm with you until that day has come for us to say goodbye :( i knew it, but i refuse to believe. If only i knew you aren't good for me, i would refuse you to come into my life. I know you were happy now whether you are not with me. But here I am! Hurt, pain, sickness, hurt! How can i fix that all by myself? How can i start over? I won't be seeing you for the rest of my life! It's almost a year now, this has been the longest time and the most painful time i ever had. Every single night, reminds me when we are having a silly conversation on the phone, we are argueing, promise "something", told silly jokes and etc. I remembered that all! I promise from now on, slowly i must forget you ad i will be myself once again, i will keep my promise that will move you out from the part of me. It's time to set myself free. It's time for me to open my new life now. This is the hardest thing i will do. I do need care. I do need someone. I do need someone who can care for me and always by my side when i need someone to talk to. I need! I need the faithful guy. I must open my new life now for the right guy!

LOVE,
RARA ♥

I DO LOVE PINK

Heyy, i have just changed my layout and my blog song. So, how's it look like? I think that's just a simple layout, but whatever. I have sit and face this for at least 2 hours for searching the right layout for my blog. So here it is. Nothing special. But i love this. I don't know how come i can love soft pink colour. For the time being, i do hate PINK. But now, it's my favorite colour. OHNO! But it's okay, not bad. Okay, i must off. I have neglect my bbm chat and messages. Okay then, byeeand have nice day, as I post with mandarin text before. It means : MORNING! HAVE A NICE DAY : )

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早晨！有一个愉快的一天：）

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Finished my photos upload. It just a lil bit. Because i have did bad! Huff! Bad photos i think. I don't know how to resize it. I put the link on. There are 2 link to blog. One is the big one. And one again is the small one. See, how small is it. Too bad -,- Anw, I upload it through photobucket. Quite fast but the result isn't good. I mean i'm the one who is so stupid about that and i do not blame the photobucket arr. Haha. Anyone can teach me? Sorry if i have been sucha lame blogger. Huhh! Nothing good or bad things happen today. But i did my exam well just now. Yipiie! Okay, off now. If something bad or good things happen, i will definitely tell you guys. I promise! :p Nitee sweetheart :)

PS: MR.RIGHT WHERE ARE YOU? X(

PHOTOS 22.08.10

AND THIS IS DONUT WITH HIS NEW SHIRT :)

JESSICA aka AHIOK






THIS IS VIVI AND RARA



JESSICA RARA QUEENA

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Err, morning fellas. Morning darlas. Morning babes. :D Finally, It's Saturday. *hulahuladance* lol. I love Saturday because today is weekend. Today will be so great if no school. Haha. I expect to skip my school today because geography teacher doesn't come and history teacher as same as infal teacher. But, well, my mom surely doesn't give me to skip it. But i haven't ask for her. 2 of my friends ask me whether i want go to school or not. I still don't know. Wanna have permission from mom first. Or i will use someways. Pretend that I'm sick! Hoho. Err, it's nice too spending our time at school with buddies with silly jokes, act foolish, crazy and insane time. Okay okay, so i take my own decision. GO TO SCHOOL! -,- A little bit lazy goes on me. Hope today will be nice. Nothing to type again. Off now. Seeyaa :) Great day ! X )

beautiful day!

I'm in a bad condition right now. I'm sneezing : ( I hate this condition, make me feel sleepy and hard to breath. Grrrr. Anyway, i am about to share my day with you guys : )

I spent my day with lots of laughter! It's a good good day :) Spending today with silly jokes. I had my computer lab today. After finished, bought junk foods. Then, went to YUKI because it's the nearer one from our school and can reached there by walking. Arrived and bought some snacks for the quite to eat at class during the lesson :p We are good students rite? Haha! Lesson by lesson we pass it with boredom. And in the lesson 3, we had our English exam, reading and listening. I did the exam just need 15 minutes. I mean, i only ca half of it :p Then keep taking in the class while it's exam ad waiting for the rest of the answer for sure! Haha. Some of my classmates are did it seriously, but some aren't. Some of them, are waiting for the answer too. Haha. See, how's good the students are. Then, my friend and I started to open snacks that we bought and ate during exam. What a nice day with nice exam :p After that, the last lesson, we had our exam too. Sociology exam. I did well here. Yipiie! But not mean that i did it by myself, I'm honestly tell you guys arr :p Then today, my mom gave me back a number that i lost it. Lalala. I'm so happy because of it. But still no have any contacts in my phone. Sorry if i don't know you. Xixi.
Okay okay enough, here are a photo of my friend and I.

ME, VIVI, JESSICA

Well, I gotta off now. Goodnight, sweetdream ♥
Anyway, i ate much today! saussage, meatballs, noodles, ice cream, chitatto, satay. Wondering when i can more thinner? :(

I AM FOOL, REALLY FOOL!

Heyheyhey, I'm back now. Just had my late dinner and have my shower. So, what's today topic? Err, let's talk about HIM.

Honestly, i miss him badly : ( I'm so regret about what i haven't do for him when we are in relationship Sometimes, when the chance comes, we waste and let the chance go without realizing. I can't be a good girlfriend for him. I'm too childish for him. I'm not his type. I know that. But i can't believe if i can't never forget him till now. I don't know till when it will go on. He has his own life now, and i do. I think i am the most silly stupid fool girl. He hurt me with his "words", hurt me with his "attitude". But i still keep thinking of him. But somehow, i can't lie my heart. I still thinking of what had he did for me. I mean the good one. I always want to make me ilfeel with some of his attitude. And guess what? It can't works. I just about to think his good one. I know he will never read this and he will never ever realize that i still remember him.

BAD TEACHER EVER!

MORNING SWEETHEART :) Today i woke up early. 8 o'clock i already open my eyes and go to my computer. Online and online. Haha. Today i skip my tuition *again. I'm so lazy to have there and today i have exam. God, bless me please. Bless my 4 examination left. My math i think i will get a red mark. The teacher is too bad. On the exercise book, he gave us questions are quite easy but on the exam, Ohcrap! Such a good teacher rite? Very good teacher till i can get red mark and rack our brain! Hate him! He ever teach me when i was in 10 grade senior school. My report book always have 1 red mark. That's math! Now, 12 grade, I met him again! Asdfghjkl. I'm still hoping my math doesn't get red mark :)

Well, i must have a shower now, have my breakfast then start to open my book. *sigh. Have a nice day people. Miss ya ♥

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Back to typing again. How's your day? Mine was quite nice. Out all day and just came back now. What a tiring day! Xixi. Nothing to type today. And no photos for today, forgot to bring camera along with me and my phone was lowbattery *sigh as always. Enough for today typing, I'm quite tired and wanna sleep now. Tomorrow i will have sociology exam. Wish me luck due to myself which haven't touch it yet . Tomorrow i will take a look then. Okay, goodnight, nice sleep and have a sweet dream xoxo

Happy Independence :)

Hello hello hello universe. How's your morning? Some of you still sleeping rite? Or just woke up? Isn't it? I was woke up since last 5 hours. Woke up at 6.45 and in a hurry to go school for having ceremony. Sleepy, tired, hot, boring. That's all in my mind when I'm having it. Go back home but i don't back to sleep. Open my mom's laptop and online MSN, facebook and others. But now, I'm currently in my room now. Downloading MSN while online, my MSN application was hang i think. Huhh! It takes a long time you know. Just 22% now. -.- My mom, asked me to accompany her to Thamrin today. at 12 pm. Aiyoo, how can this application download can finish in a quarter and half hour? It's impossible. Noone at home, i open my laptop during i go out? It can suddenly go on standby mode and i still don't know my mom go for a while or till the sky was darker. Thinking thinking*

anyway, HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY :) FREEDOM*

Again and again :(

Uploading photos. my Internet was so damn slow -.- I don't know what must i do now. My MSN temporarily unavailable. I just just tweeting all the way. See, how bored i am! Anyway, i"m listening to "kiss the rain" song many times. It's my blogs song. And also that's make me remember to him. Missing you badly. Don't you know it? It's almost a year and i still can't forget you. I know you doesn't read this, but let me describe my feeling. : ( When can i open this heart to another guy? I do need cares, need love, and need someone to fix my broken heart, please : (

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Hello, how's your day? Mine just so so. Nothing special. But something bad happened. I don't know my math will get red mark or not though. I can't did it well. I did it all mistakenly. TT This year my math teacher was not as same as my last year teacher. This year's the question of the exam was quite hard. That's for me, for the others I don't know. But my friends even can't do it well too. HUUU. Too bad : (

I type this while uploading the photos. Haha. I think i will have more time for online and watching. No BBM that's make me have more time to. Really miss my phone. Okay okay enough! Tomorrow will be 17Th August and it's our national day. Yes, certainly you all are having holiday right? And so do I. I'm really happy. But tomorrow holiday must be bad. I will have ceremony at school at half past seven! Huaaa. First, my friends and I wanna skip that ceremony. But, at the last lesson, our "lovely beautiful kindhearted" principal said should come because it's influence our affective mark. So, I'm in a pinch. Huhhh!expect that tomorrow will raining heavily. Oh please. It's a good day if it raining. Lalalaa.

WISH ME LUCK!

Heyy, i'm post for the third times today, hahaa. Nothing to do. Just blogging to accompany me now. I just back from sunplaza with mom. So damn tired. Walked all day. Xixi. Usually, at this time, i'm charging my phone while i'm online, but now, jus online : ( still remembered about this morning incident. Maybe i got traumatic. TT But it's happened already, can't get back again. oh, i'm so missing it.

Okay, no talked about that again, let's talk, err, what i'm going to type? Oh yes, tomorrow, i will have my mathematics and geography exam, Ohsnap! haven't take a look. tomorrow maybe i must set my alarm clock on 6 am to study. Yes, i must! hope i can get up early. Wish me luck for tomorrow test and expecting tomorrow i can memorize it all, if no, maybe i will make "something with handwritting the smallest one" you know what's that mean rite? :p

Okay enough for typing, will off to bed soon. Photos will upload tomorrow. No more time for upload it now. Xixi. Well, goodnight, sweet dream : ) hope tomorrow will be better than today. seeyaa :*

FEEL BETTER :)

heyy, i just back from thamrin with my mom and aunty. They cheer me up : ) They made me laugh and amused me. I LOVE THEM DAMN MUCH. xixi. They asked me not to think about what had happened this morning. It's just my bad luck. I feel better now. I don't know my mom will buy a new one for me a not. It's just not important again for me. But feel that something weird if no BB on my hand. Haihh! Tomorrow i will have exam, how can i study if no notebook with me? Someone please help me, hikss. Math dumb fool!

Just now i met some of my friend, and met my old friend, she still remembered me, i was so suprised suddenly she called me. and then, i met my old boyfriend, err, that's not mean my ex. I was shocked because he suddenly in front of me, so i gave my sarcastic smile and go away while he called me, i'm arrogant just now. haha. he do like that way, i oso can!

Okay, i must in hurry now, wanna get shower, change clothes and go sunplaza again, having fun today. seeyou later guys ♥

i'm on disaster :(

hello world, how's your morning? mine is so so damn freaking bad! i don't know what's wrong with me today. today, i lost my bag and my blackberry phone with math books and all the exercise book. really I'm unlucky today :(

This morning, i woke up and got shower at half past nine. quite early for me to did that all. it's because i wanna go for tuition because tomorrow i got the test. okay, then i asked my servant to brought me there because my mom and daddy haven't wake up yet. i just said to mom, i went tuition today. and she said "why today you must go there? this is Sunday. i asked you to go tuition you don't want but Sunday you wanna go there" then I replied "tomorrow i will have exam mom" then my mom go back to sleep. okay, on my way there, suddenly two people with motorist took my bag because i go there by motorcycle. my servant can't chase them because they passed quickly. I'm shocked. first, i think never mind it's all just my school books, then i remembered about my phone. OHNO! really down :( went home quickly, and I'm crying while i told my mom. but mom said it's okay, the important one just you are okay, don't be sad anymore, maybe this your bad luck. TT i don't know how can be like this. ohh please, i want my phone back, i want my bbm contacts, phone contacts, sms, and my password keeper. OHNO! i will forget my all password. huaaaa : ( i want my phone back i want my phone back. hikshiks. 25 days my bbm will active but I'm not with it. too bad : (

okay, enough for typing, will type later if i have good mood, really not in mood now, besides that, tomorrow i will have 2 exam. i'm not in mood to study that. hikss.

quick post

hello guys! nothing to type now i think. don't know what to type ler, i promise tomorrow will have something nice to post. xixi. okay, type tomorrow ya because i must be hurry. my mom and dad are waiting for me now. will go have dinner. seeyou dude. have a nice weekend : )

today quotes :
"NOONE WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M FEELING NOW BUT I LOVE THE ONE WHO TRY"

HAND!

morningg! i felt so bored now, so i decided to type something here. xixi. err, today i will have history exam arr, wish me luck yarr :D err, i'm sitting and face to monitor, typing, chatting. 1 hours to go to school. *sigh! hate school o saturday. how i wish if i can skip my school like i skip my tuition this morning. haha. my mom said to me : "you are so lazy to have tuition harr, luckily you are not lazy to go school". OHMOM, it' the same, i'm lazy to go school today, hope today will be a good day and a good weekend. anyway, it's 11 already, i must get my shower now. see you later yaa. HAVE A NICE DAY!

maybe it's rite that 13 was the worst day

harlow worldie, how's today? fine? i hope you're fine :) today I'm not feeling good, i got headache now because of that stupid rain. raining heavily just now when i went home. then, the way to go home was took by a long time. stuck in the road. and after went home, i started with my daily activities :D BBM ♥ but my mood was ruined by XL. pending always everyday every night. ohoh! xl, please be good. well, such a bad day rite? but i had my exam done well! yipiee! okay, tomorrow history. wish me luck yaa :p err, nothing to type again. type tomorrow yaa. will have rest now and sleep earlier. my head was so dizzy. asdfghjkl! goodnight baby :)

love,
RARA ♥

MISSING MISSING

okay. I'm back for typing. actually, today i dunno what's to type. just share about my day at school :)

this morning, i woke up at 5.30 am. felt so damn sleepy but i must woke up because of computer lab. *sigh. i woke up by my alarm. quickly jump to shower, blow my hair, and tie it half :) BAD HAIR DAY for today. my hair look like a monster. huhh! after finished lab, my friend, Vivi and I took some photo and taken by Queena. xixi. what a day :)

PAPARONS for lunch. made some silly jokes. till my skirt affected by chili sauce and forks felt down on floor so many times. can imagine rite how messy we are. HAHA. and today, English teacher asked us to made a diary which contain lesson that we got from that experience. i wrote about HIM. yes HIM! maybe you still dunno who's him, but not important for me again to said his name. i said because of him, i can knew how's to love somebody, and i'm more mature :( tears fell down when my desk mate VIVI asked me about him. i reviewed my love story with her and suddenly, my tears roll down on my cheeks dunno why :( Dear heart, please forget him :( okay enough for the sad sad ones. someday, i will tell you about him more :) remember this :

IF SOMEONE HURT YOU, BELIEVE THERE'S ANOTHER ONE WHO BETTER THAN THAT PERSON :)

anyway, these are the photos. thanks fr reading. xoxo ♥

and this salad, QUEENA VIVI and I took it all. look, how greedy we are. HAHA

LOTS OF FUN :D

it's 09.25 pm. i"m still face my computer for online. after finished online facebook, now i opened this. yes BLOG :) err, today i'll start typing about today.

Today was so fun i think. so damn fun. i'm having a lot of fun today with my friends. hang out with HENDRI, JESSICA, and CHRISTINE. no planning for out today, but this morning, after finished my tuition, me and my tuition friend discussed about our strange indonesia teacher. err, not discussing i think but gossiping :p Then, me and donat, tine felt so bored and we wanna hang out for our fast holiday. sigh! we planned to go thamrin. so we quickly back home and get shower. and ahiok asked me to join her to sun. err, i refused her. HAHA. then she bbm me again and said that she can't go there so i sked her to join us. okay, we arrived there and we bought ticket for 4 people with E rows and the movies SALT. it was a great movie! i offered you to watch it. angelina jolie there was so awesome. she looks beautiful there. aww!

Finished cinema, we hit to QQ then stingers. i laugh like a drain there. *smile when typing this*. We go to karoke room and you know what song is we decide to sing. it's TERAJANA! hahahha. i dunno what's wrong with both of them, i mean ahiok and donat :p we laugh like craziness were with us. LOL! after terajana end, we continued with GEMBALA SAPI. can imagine how's crazy they are. HAHAHA. but it's damn fun :)

Karoke finished, then pump. Ahiok dance there with shoes, and she felt uncomfortable so she kick her shoes and you know what happened? Her shoes flew away to downstairs and got into dustbin. hahaha. all of us don't know about it. then she finished her dance, all of us keep searching for her shoes. and we caught that her shoes was in dustbin. we laugh out loud! :D :D

okayy, till this my day, gonna sleep now, tomorrow i will have computer lab at 7am! ohsnap! see you tomorrow. night. xoxo

10.08.20

heyhoo!! i'm a newbie here. just created my blog and now i'm start blogging. i need your help to teach me more. still confuse about this blog. haihh! teach me please, anyone? :)